my dear baby

Monday, August 31, 2009

cheese cake

Bahan-Bahan :
250 gm krim keju
250 gm tepung sponge mix
50 ml air kosong
50 ml mnyak jagung
4 biji telur gred B

Cara :
Pukul tepung, telur dan air kosong hingga kembang dan tidak melelh (pekat). Masukkan krim keju dan pukul lagi. Akhir sekali masukkan minyak jagung dan bakar dalam suhu 180 darjah celcius.

Tambahan :
sekiranya suka lebih rasa keju boleh tambahkan kuantiti krim keju.




here recipe for cheese cake yg ala ala La boheme tuh (kdai kek kt Jusco yg biase jual RM10 or RM12) tp len skit la..yg tuh nek tggi n gebu but not mine..rasa dh ade tp tekstur die len skit..yg ni die lembut tp padat..x gebu..hehe next try nk try letak serbuk penaik la..ikut resepi xpyh sb sponge mix mmg dh lngkp..xpe kite ubah skit..yg wat 2 pn tmbh separuh lg cheese br besh haha actly dh 3x wat use difference recipes..so this the best one la kot..kalo sape2 de lg besh bleh share =)

31 bulan 8...

57 hari mulia..Negara ku merdeka..everyone knows today is Merdeka Day..tp taun ni merdeka xmeriah sgt sb bln pose n H1N1 so xde celebration kaw2..huhu sdh arini nk kna blk penang dh...arghh mls gile nk g sna..mla2 ct rs bosan gk xde keje kt umah hehe tp bla dh last2 cm byk bnda lg xsetel huhu xtau nk ajar pe sok ni..cm mls sgt nk mngajar..pape pn xprepare ni..hehe ilek je sb lec dh abis observe b4 ct ari2..tp guru pmbimbg je la...em biase die infrom dlu nk observe..rs2 die pn xde mood lg kot nk observe esk hehe..hmm ujan la plak aaini..sejukkk nk mndi huhu dh kul 8.40..aiza br msg die br grk dr umh die..so plg kurg de 1 jam stgh lg nk smpi..smpt lg update blog..ee berat ati nk tggl umh..Ya Allah slmtkanlah perjalanan kami, Amin...hmm 2 la smlm hepi arini sdh blk..smlm hepi sb die msg =) tp ksian die weeknd2 pn kena keje gk..xpe keje rjin2 ye..sy sk tgk awk bz keje =) em ade 2 reasons..1 reason dh gtau..1 lg let me keep it to myself..hope everything gonna b ok..sk sgt bla die dh start nk share something..hmm so far so god la...=) eh nk dkt kul9 dh hihi nk kna g mand dlu la..kang lwt lak..

Friday, August 28, 2009

WANITA

Aku wanita punya hati nurani
Yang tak dapat dibohongi
Pabila cinta tlah membutakan mata
Dan membuat tuli telinga

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati
Belahan jiwaku ini

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah
Dari yang maha kuasa
Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah
Meskipun kita berbeza

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati
Belahan jiwaku ini..

(Korus)
Aku wanita aku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita aku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia

(Korus II)
Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati
Belahan jiwaku ini..

(Ulang Korus I)
(Ulang Korus II)

aaa… Ku wanita
aaa… Ku wanita….
Yang hanya perlu kau fahami

(Ulang Korus) (2x)
Oh apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati
Belahan jiwaku ini..

Wanita… woohoo..
Ku Wanita… ooo…
Wanita…


one of ct song that i like huhu i'm not ct's fan but like dis song..mayb sb lirik die kot besh..hehe pape je la....lynnn =)


Begedil besh ;)

Bahan-bahan
daging kisar
kentang,digoreng
bawang merah, dgoreng

bwg putih, digoreng
ikan bilis, digoreng
daun sup/daun bawang,dimayang halus
garam

lada sulah/black paper ajishio
telur untuk dicelup

Bahan sos cili api (mesin halus):
Cili api
Bwang putih
Limau nipis
kicap


hmm dh jumpe resepi soto...tp bla tah nk try wat..ct de 3 ari je lg kt umh nih..tp ari2 try wat begedil hehe ok la not bad for the beginner kn..kire gorg xpecah 2 dh jd la =D..yg cni resepi begedil yg amik ngan muli..mmg sgt best =) hmm tah jd ke x ry ni nk wat soto..bla pk blk cm leceh la sb nk wat begedil lg renyah hehe wat lontong lg seng =D emm tgk la mood caner haha


kampungku

dh 2 ari duk kt kg..ttba cm terasa lama jek xblk kg..last blk ct skolh bln 5 ari 2 tp xsmpt nk g mn..duk umh je..ptt la smlm rs cm windu nk kumpul rmi2..2 pn bkn sumer ade tp rs hepi lama x rewang rmi2...huhu even penat kena bsh pinggan mangkuk tp ok la not so bad =) mmg best la bk pose smlm..lama giler x mkn kurma aym...nk2 mkn rmi2 fuhh bertambah ns =D hmm tp 2 la satu je xsk blk kg hehe air skit..2 la problm kt klate ni..mslh air huhu kalo time ry lg parah..air kuar ciput je..bla tah br nk ok..pape pn tdo kt kg mmg besh hehe pg2 sejuk mmg liat nk bgn..ape org ckp fresh air =) pas2 ade nenek n atuk yg plg best kt cni..hmm rs2nye my mum pn x igt sgt i like mushroom tp nenek sy mmg igt..hehe kalo ade cendawan mesti die smpn kalo tau sy nk blk..along saaaayg ma..em abah-tok pn syg gk sb die sgt baik ati hehe sk bg duit =D sb 2 sumer cucu2 die syg kt die..kesimpulannya sy syg nenek n atuk sy sb both of them are the best grandparents i have...hehe lg satu bla blk kg i feel like i'm a kid haha the way they treats me kot =D tp xde la bdk2 sgt..erm juz feel like i'm not 25 yrs old girl je..haha prasan muda...rs cm tgh blaja lg..eh mmg tgh blaja pn lg skrg ni..hehe tp kn ari2 ms g bbuka..jumpe kwn umi..pas2 die ckp sy adalah adik dan adik sy adalah kakak hehe i like it...means i look younger la eh?huhu ke sb adik sy tu nmpk mature sgt haha

Thursday, August 27, 2009

no title

hmm arini dh 6 Ramadhan..jap je ms blalu huhu means ct dh nk abis..tp ape pn xwat haha mmg duk ilek2 je kt umah..tp mmg xde plan nk wat keje pn ct ni haha tah la..tau nk blk umah je..lnsg xplan nk wat pape..em smlm n arini xyah msk utk bbuka..sb ade jmputan bbuka huhu smlm g bbuka kt kluang beach resort..nice place but not for juadah..mmg xbest lnsg..sumer la xkena selera..huhu buah je kot yg ok =D..arini blk kg sb atuk sedara de wat buka pose kt umah die..n sok umah atuk de wat bc yasin..hmm smlm try wat cheese cake from new recipe..haha hampeh lnsg xjd..tp rs cm tau silap kt ne hehe tlupa nk letak gula so last br msk gula..hehe sb tu xnaik tp my mum ckp rasa dh ok..tp xpuas ati..nk wat lg skali then nk alter skit hehe tmbh cheese lbh sb yg ni xrasa sgt cheese..erm ni cheese cake bkn yg de base yg biase 2..recipe ni ala cheese cake yg kt la boheme tu..cheese cake biase tuh..hmm nanti dh try wat jd..br bleh post recipe..hehe kalo xde post means xjd la 2 haha

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Life doesn't always turn out the way we expect

Life doesn't always turn out the way we expect..but everything happens for a reason..hmm i'm glad spending time @home..relaxing without any practicum's thing.. out from hustle bustle of penang's life...but yet I'm not so happy huhu human never satisfied what they have..c'est la vie..that's life...hate to be like this...bla xde keje nk wat mula la otak ni duk pk mcm2..sometimes I prefer bz rather than nothing to do..so I don't have time to think the things that i shouldn't think...2 ari lps really feel not so gud huhu what's happen to me??tp mmg everything seem not right kalo x tgk die ol even nothing can change..my stupid habits huhu keep wondering mn die ilang..bz kuar g workshop ke 1 whole day smpi xsmpt ol..arggh help me out of diz!!!y it is so hard for me??I wish I had a magical power or anything like Doraemon so I can turn back the time..or maybe I could have something that can erase my memory with u..huhu ade je benda or something yg bleh igtkan kt die...hmm I guess I should find something to make myself busy during this holiday...so that i couldn't have time to think anything that could mess up my day...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Begedil

Bahan-bahan:
1kg ubi kentang
sedikit ubi keledek ( xnk bg pecah bla grg)
10 biji bwg merah kecil (bwg india tu..lbh lg sedap)
5 biji bwg putih
ikan bilis ( ikut sk..lg byk lg bes )
sedkit daun bawang

lada sulah ( nk pedas letak byk )

Cara-cara:
  1. semua bhn2 td dipotong dan digoreng
  2. pas2 semua bhn2 td ditumbuk..bwg merah tggl separuh jgn tumbuk. kentang td jgn tumbuk lumat sgt sb tkt bla goreng hancur.
  3. then, ikan bilis, bwg yg dh dtumbuk dcampur dgn ladah sullah.pas2 campurkan dgn kentang dan ubi keledek yg dh ditumbuk.
  4. semua bhn digaul rata dan dimasukkan daun sup nk bg wangi..lepas2 kepal dan bentukkan.
  5. dicelup dgn telur yg dah dipukul campur sedikit garam..then goreng.jgan api kuat sgt sb tkt die pecah..siap goreng sedia dimakan..


resepi ni br je mik...xtry wat sendiri lg..tp ari2 dh tlg wat ms bbq klas kt kulim..mmg best sb 2 mik resepi nih..=)






Saturday, August 22, 2009

Ahlan Ya Ramadhan

i'm home..hepi 1st pose taun ni kt umh..ct 1week so 1 week fasting @home..hehe lg hepi bla dpt msg slmt brpuasa dr dia..=) hope diz Ramadhan bring joys n happiness for me..hmm berbuka arini msk ikan merah sweet n sour, gulai lemai cili api ketam n kangkung goreng belacan..br 1st day pose kn so xde mngidam pape lg..juz msk je pe yg ade dlm fridge..sok pn xde plan nk msk pe lg hehe tp ari2 b4 blk smpat mik resepi smbl ikan bakar, aym rempah n begedil from my friends..nnti de msa nk try wat..begedil ni nk kena try gk sb raya taun ni plan nk wat soto..kena try dlu jd ke x kn hehe kalo x sdp xleh wat ry..huhu br satu ari pose dh pk ry kn..hmm tp ry taun ni sma ke cm taun lps??hmm wish die dtg braya as last year but is it my wish come true???

Friday, August 21, 2009

penantianku berakhir...

bestnye..akhirnya hari yg dtunggu tba jua hehe ujan2 layn karat skit =p huhu xsabar tggu 2 jam lg nk blk umh dh..emm ujan lbt lak arni..pape pn hopes everything going well..xsabar nk smpi umah..waa bestnye 10ari berpuasa kt umh....n lg best arini gk lec dh abis observe...setel dh ngn lec huhu juz tgl ckgu pembimbing je..arap2 die xnk observe dh hehe..n my hard work yesterday was paid 2day..my investment really worth -->bli alatan mnjahit + stay up till 2pm prepared for 2day's lesson...and tq very much to my housemates esp cikgu elis n cikgu ct comel hehe 4 ur help..tlg mnjahit n bli kacang hijau..jasamu kukenang =D dpt postg semenanjung nnti org blnje ye =p eh dh kena stop..nk blk dh..to be continue..xsmpt nk post resepi begedil yg br dpt..=)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Unintended - Muse





You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balanc
e
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

Before you



erm ari2 de one of my friends publish this video @facebook..hu
hu remind me to some1..some1 who used to give me a part of diz lyrics with the three words...hmm i guess last song for me...

settle observation for major..

ahh lega sgt2..feel like a burden release...diz week a bit bz huhu smpi xsempt nk update blog..n also don't have time to do my stupid habit..eh ye ke?hehe yg 2 mmg xtgl sb tiap2 ari online but ari2 de 2 ari die x online..mmg rs xbest sgt n keep wondering where is he..hmm truk btul..mcm la leh jumpe tuan die je bla tgk die online huhu bdohnye sy kn...poor me..hmm k lets back to the topic..arini setel kena observe utk major..tgl 1 minor je lg..kalo xde pape jmt ni lec kate nk dtg but not confrim yet..sok br die confrimkn..huhu kalo sok kena lg mmg diz week 3x kena observe..huhu mmg penat nk prepare..tp plg terkejut pg isnn ttba die cal tnye klas mala ktne..die dh smpi kt skolh..huh luckly my class after that..so smpt la prepare skit2...n plg best student rmi xdtg sb igt ct..ari sab2 ari2 kn de ari anugerah..biase lps mjls 2 de ct...hmm so klas mmg under controlled haha xbisg sgt n sumer pay attention..then arini pn rmi gak xdtg..sb skrg ni rmi bdk2 xsht dgalakkn xdtg skolh sb tkt H1N1 huhu..tkt la H1N1 ni..hehe tp ckp sal H1N1 ni de cite klakar psal ni..ari2 de relief class year 4...msk klas de 1 bundle paper the star ats meja guru..bdk2 ni sbuk suh bg konon2 diorg nk bc so dh xde pape nk wat so..bg je la suh diorg bc kn daripada bising..pas2 ttba de sorg bdk..
"teacher2..UMNO pn dh kena H1N1 kn.."

haa??cmne tuh??!!..huhu rupa2 nye de satu article sal pe tah..xigt dh tp de gmbr cm perhimpunan UMNO..sb sumer pki bju melayu pas2 pki mask haha die bantai x baca pn tp wat kesimpulan UMNO kena H1N1 huhu bdk2..

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Hari Anugerah

huhu penat ari sabtu kena g skolh gk..em tp penat pun puas ati bila tgk our project run smoothly..arini ade ari anugerah kecemerlangan n my friend, mala n me planned to organize 'Hari Usahawan' for our students during the day..actually hari usahawan ni only for student year 4 n 5..sb skrg kitorang tgh ajar diorg topik keusahawanan dan perniagaan untuk subjek Kemahiran Hidup..so ni kirenye amali utk diorg la..my class, 5 Quantum have sold the goods that they have done by themselves like key chains, bookmarks, paper bags and money-box...while, cikgu Mala n her students, 4 Quantum have sold variety of food..n the sale for today is quite good..I'm very impress with them..sk tgk bebudak ni enjoy menjual..huhu nsb baik laku gak..memula risau gak tkt brg2 yg diorg jual xlaku..mesti frust kn..tp ok la..our plan run smoothly and most important that they enjoyed the activity =) Thanks to all who have gave much support to this activity..especially my practicum's friend, Cikgu Mala, Cikgu Hani and Cikgu Nadiah which have 'shopping' a lots...


here some of the pics..
groups of 5 Quantum
cikgu mala wiv her students =)


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

H1N1

H1N1...the scariest disease nowadays i guess..n now pnyakit ni dh menyerang balik pulau...huhu 2 of my students was quarantined..yg sorg br td mak die dtg anta mc..tp plik smlm ok je xde nmpk dmm or selsema pn ms msk klas die..yg sorg lg sb die duk kuaters mrsm blk pulau..n mrsm dh kena kuarantin so die pn turut kuarantin jgk la..iskh tkt lak..minden high skol pn dh tutp 1 klas....huhu mtk2 dijauhi dr pnyakit nih..last 2 week kna flu gk tp seb baik lps g hosp Dr ckp juz normal flu je...Alhamdulillah...time 2 pn x rmi sgt lg org kt hosp blk pulau..mmg risau gk time kena 2 huhu mmula sore throat pas2 batuk then start flu n fever but so lucky my fever was not so high n xlama...flu mmg a week gk br ok..haha mmula kna x g hosp pn sb mls..lgpn rs xteruk sb x dmm dh..dh puas kena pksa dek housemates n everyday my mum keeps calling..plus sdkt risau gk sb flu x baik2 ..so lastly g gak hosp..tme 2 juz batuk skit2 je n flu pn xteruk..dmm lnsg x..so relief bla Dr ckp flu biase je...thanks Allah n arap2 antibodiku kuat dan kite semua dijauhi penyakit ini..Amin...

Demi Cinta - Kerispatih

Maaf, ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia - siakan hidupku,
dan kubawa kau s'perti diriku

Walau hati ini t'rus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta

Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan
kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya t'lah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku

Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku t'rima semua demi cinta

Reff :
Jujur, aku tak kuasa,
saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi,
kita mungkin tak bersama lagi

Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan
kisah cinta kita selamanya



A new song for me by a band from Indonesia..dunno la lgu ni br ke lama but i juz heard it otw to skol diz morning...like the lyrics and the song as well huhu touch my feeling...hmm tah la skrg ni kalo dgr lagu mesti hayati lirik skali huhu dolu2 lyn dgr jek...but really like the second till fourth verses...



Tuesday, August 11, 2009

a little sun shines

arini penang x ujan..tp pns pn xsgt so the today's weather is juz nice...hmm the skol today is quite bored..huhu bosan la jaga bdk2 exam..cm ngantuk pn ye gak sb xde benda nk wat..em but I'm a little bit happy too today..maybe a little but really mean a lot to me...guess what??I've a little chat with him..pretty good co'z I have a respond from him...really hepi when he starts to tell about his life...hmm tah la kdg2 die ok..but really hope..everything back to normal again..damn miz u...tp ntah la..when is the bright sun shines will appear into my life??

Cinta dalam Hati by Ungu

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa dicintai
tak mengapa bagiku
asal kaupun bahagia dalam hidupmu
dalam hidupmu...

telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku
mencintaimu pun adalah bahagia untukku
bahagia untukku...

kuingin kau tahu diriku disini menanti dirimu
meski kutunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

kuingin kau tahu diriku disini menanti dirimu
meski kutunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja




One of the songs by Ungu that I like..hmm reason?have a very nice memory with this song..someone used to sing diz song to me ..he loves singing...hmm bla leh dgr lg ye?






Monday, August 10, 2009

a moody monday

a moody monday??huhu dats me a moody girl..i guess all the time I'm moody...hmm arini smpi skol agak lewat sb kuar umah lmbt then stop by to my friend's house anta doc utk folio kh..kul7 kt gelugor so pecut as i can la..seb baik on time..duk jap loceng bunyi for assembly..uhh igt dolu2 wak2 assembly plg x sk but it seems I'll face it to the rest of my life..uhhh caner leh involve ni?btul ke nk jd cikgu ni??hmm dunno la but right now I'm on the half way to be a teacher..n td b4 blk skol kitorg kna cek n balut soalan test for tomorrow haha cam xcaya jek that questions was prepared by me..sb skol 2 kecik n xcukup ckgu so sumer ckgu praktikal kena wat soalan utk klas yg die ajar yg mn ckgu btul xde sb ct bersalin n smbg blaja..n me has to prepare test's questions for mathematics year 3 and English year 2..seb baik tahap satu je..maths year 4 ade ckgu die so x pyh buat..dh prepared soklan nih..satu keje lg nk kena pekse lak but luckly dua2 paper tu awl so byk masa la skit..sambil jg exam leh tanda kertas...hmm tp arini rs cm bz sgt sb dh 2ari duk relax huhu bz pn smpt lg duk pk benda bkn2..as usuall even bz caner kt skol pn..I'll always on my laptop n online..y?doing my stupid habit huhu poor me..tp arini bkn tggu die online..nk tgk die offline huhu so curious 2 days duk online jek kn..n finally my waiting end..so relief huhu dunno wat happens to me =( uhhh bodohnye sy....

Benar Benar by Adam

Sayang, ku benar-benar cinta…
Semalaman ku tak kering mata
Didukung kekabu melapik pilu
Mengharap esok bisa menjanjikan sebuah lembaran baru

Sejak kita berdua berpisah
Aku tak habis-habis gelisah
Apakah itu tandanya bahawa…

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Tak terjawab bila hati bertanya ke mana kau hilang

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang

Semalaman lagi bersendiri
Parahnya diseksa sunyi sepi
Beginikah perasaan pabila kita disisih cinta

Ku sangka ku tabah berdikari
Rupanya rapuh untuk berdiri
Kembalilah kau kepada ku kerana…

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Tak terjawab bila hati bertanya ke mana kau hilang

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang

Ku sangka ku tabah berdikari
Rupanya rapuh untuk berdiri
Kembalilah kau kepada ku kerana…

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Tak terjawab bila hati bertanya ke mana kau hilang

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang


i don't really like adam but like to hear diz song...hmm actlually like the lyrics..really suit to me huhu srkg mmg pntg la dgr lgu..mesti lyn emo arghh help me out of this!!! =(


Sunday, August 9, 2009

End of this weekend..

Arrghhh.. sok dh start skol..mls tul nk g..huhu diz weekend mmg tul2 relax..lnsg xwat pape juz bermalas-malasan kt umah..nak2 ujan lak tu lg la mls nk kuar umah..n arini pg2 subuh lg ujan lebat gile..haha sejak praktikal arini cipta rekod bgn lmbt...kul 10 br bgn tu pn bla pk bj xbasuh lg..so terpaksa gak bgn..bsh bj, goreng bihun, mandi n then mkn huhu pas2 sesi membuang masa wat tah pape..hmm mentang-mentang mgu dpn exam week so no more classes means no lesson plan n so on..but still much things to do huhu action research x setel lg..journal for diz week pn lom wat lg..refleksi ko-ko pn xsiap lg..arrghh byk tul keje sb 2 mls nk pk..let diz weekend end without practicum's thing for a while huhu sick of that!!can't wait to end it..4weeks to go!!caiyok2!!hmm i guess now is hardest time for me..back from last school holiday till now..everything seems not ok to me..about 2months practicum dh 2 kali demam..n surprising is I'm losing my weight..huhu b4 ni punye la ssh berusaha nk turunkn berat n now i got it!!2 la org ckp bla kite nk..benda 2 mmg ssh nk dapt..then bla xnk seng je die dtg..n it same as "kenapa ssh sgt utk org yg kita syg menyayangi kita?" hmm tah la but i feel that my life is so miserable now..bz with practicum n personal problems really make me down..n now something wondering me diz 2days..knape die wat cm2??did he knows that I like to see he's online??usually he only online during office hour so i know he was there..but now??uhh can't find out the answer...huhu yet I'm still can't stop thinking about u =(

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Choc Cupcakes

Tetiba rasa teringin nk wat kek huhu dh lama tul xwat kek..haha windu lak nk main2 tepung...hmm skrg ni famous tul cupcakes hehe igt nk wat la ry nanti..tp b4 2 blk try wat dlu ct skolah nih...arghh x sabar nk blk umah!!! hmm kalo jd cupcakes nih br on 4 raya..so, this is the easiest recipe I've found hehe xtau la tp nmpk cm seng jek..bhn2 pn ok..papehal nnti dh wat update len =)

Bahan – bahan :
2 cawan tepung
2 cawan gula
1/2 cawan serbuk koko
1 1/2 sudu teh soda bikarbonat
1 1/2 cawan susu
1/2 cawan butter
2 sudu teh esen vanila
2 biji telur *


Cara-cara :
  1. Panaskan oven 180C. Campurkan ke semua bahan (kecuali *) dalam bekas mixer. Pukul dengan kelajuan rendah hanya untuk bg campuran itu sebati. Kemudian pukul dgn kelajuan tinggi lebih kurang selama 2minit. Lepas itu tambah telur dan pukul lg dgn kelajuan tinggi selama 2minit lagi.
  2. Sudukan adunan dalam papercups. Kalau nk cupcakes yang rendah, letak tak sampai ¾ tinggi cups. Yang saya buat ada yg tinggi, ada yg rendah. Bakar selama ±20min gitu atau hgga masak. Suhu oven terpulang pd oven masing2, saya guna 170C.
  3. Bila dah masak boleh diletak topping kalau suka.
  4. Topping : ¼ cwn susu pekat + ¼ cwn serbuk koko + ¼ buku butter. Masukkan smua dlm periuk, panaskn atas api & terus kacau, sekejap aje iaitu bila dah bercampur smua & beku sket trus angkat and sapukan atas cupcake yg telah sejuk. Hias ikut citarasa masing2.

Friday, August 7, 2009

070809

A beautiful date i guess..in the sequence numbers, 789..hmm ape yg special arini? huhu nothing but I'm homesick..uwaaa nk blk kg...huhu really need some fresh air to spice up my life...sick with practicum's life n my daily bored routines!!! tah la skrg ni mmg terasa sgt no more colourful in my life..everything seems in gray+blur mode..huhu y?? n sometimes I'm wondering ' what I live for?' huhu xbaik tul kn..cm org xde iman je..Astagfirullahal azim..Ya Allah ampunkan dosa2 ku dan kuatkan lah keimananku..amin...but I'm really down for this past few months..n till now not ok yet =( kalo dlu wondering bla dgr org cite mcm2 sal 'heart broken'..haha sb dolu I've faced it only juz 1 night..nangis puas2 then pg soknye everything as normal...tp skrg bla dh kena btg idung sendiri br tau...it's really hurt especially when we've put hopes on that =( so now, I believe what people said co'z I've been through myself..huhu 3days no appetite at all n blur jek..juz like a mourner je for about 2weeks...huhu dh la kena duk sorg2 sb parents g umrah n adk2 mmg de kt umah tp sorg keje n sorg lg mmg slalu kuar...so most of da time I spend alone with mournfulness..cam x caya je pe yg dh blaku...hmmm y i can't easily juz erase my memories with u??y i can't stop to thinking about u?I know that I'm not supposed to care u anymore..I'm not supposed to wonder where u're n what u did..but I can't help myself co'z I still luv u...uwaa I'm not over u yet ='( but sometimes bla pk blk cm org bodo pn ye gak..keep thinking sal die..pdhal die cm biase jek...don't bother about me anymore..=( lately i have made the most stupid things i guess-->waiting him to online..kalo 1ari xnmpk nick die mmg rs xbest n hepi sgt bla tgk die online pdhal nothing pn...tp at least i know he was there..n lg hepi bla die bz with his work+slalu blk lmbt..sb?let me keep it to myself huhu poor me kn?? But i slowly accept it n keep telling myself as people always said ;


"if u luv someone, set them free..if they come back, they're urs..if they don't, they never were..."
so, no matter how hard we hold...someday..somehow..it will away if it's not our destiny....hmm ckp mmg senang tp nk buat mmg ssh....

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

trial

my 1st entry for diz blog..emm actually so many things i wanna write but dunno which part i should start 1st...hmm today's weather is not so good..rainy and cloudy as i am...everything seems not right+empty...n im also not in da writing mode..juz for a trial..so to b continue...