engagement ;)

alhamdulillah semuanye dh selamat =) thanks Allah dat everything runs smoothly and da weather also gud..even still doesnt have da date for marriage yet..insyaAllah ade jodoh x ke mana kn ;) hmm cm xcaya je dah 'already taken' ;p hee nsb baik ade tnda kt jari so it was true..not da dream!hehe xyah nk cubit2 pipi whether in dream or not k ;p  so hepi dat my dreams come true..wanna put my best 4 diz event..puas ati sb dpt wat sndri dari hantaran, bj, dessert smpi la so-called pelamin..mknn je xsmpt nk tlg sb duk cbuk siapkn cuppies tuk hntrn n jg mini cuppies tuk mkn2 hee even make up pn touch sndri dgn tunjk ajar kwn umi huhu kira ok la kot kn 4 1st tme make up..igt nk pki cm biase je tp kena pksa gak pki make up bagai tu hehe tp nsb baik sndri touch up so xde la tebal sgt ;) hehe sgt sk bila ade org puji hntrn sireh+choc tu hihi diorg ckp lain dr yg lain n modern ;p ape lg kembang semngkuk la sy haha n alhamdulillah cuppies juga not bad la huhu ade cacat2 tp diorg ckp ok la xde nmpk sgt ;) hmm pape pn im glad dat event run as plannned ;) may Allah bless our relationship 4eva..amin

hantaran kasih utk si dia..sincerely preparing by myself ;)

from him to me =) like da color!

my own cuppies 4 him..

baking with full of luv ;p

sgt suka tgk bekas cincin hehe esp mine with 2 birds ;)

so-called pelamin..wtih 50% my touch ;)

hmm not bad rite? hehe

da pose while waiting ;p

oh sudah ari khamis!

huhu ingatkn arini rabu lg..rupe2 sudah khamis!hmm pg td mmg plik bla umi ajak g bli kt psr tani haha sb igtkn arini ari rabu..dgn confindent jwb arini rabu la hehe skali dri sendiri yg malu..oh i only have tomorrow to settle evrything!demm tba2 rs sgt nervous huhu tgk hntran tsusun cantek ats katil rs cm dh nk kawen la pulak huhu rs cm x caya dat event is mine ;p hmm nsb gak umi ajk g psr tani td so tau la arini ari khamis huhu kalo x..xterambil la cincin tu..uhh igt cincin rs skt ati sb ape yg dpt xsma cm yg nk huhuh geram!tp nk alter dh x smpt so amik je dlu then lps ni g beki blk..huh dh la harga naik byk lak tu..ari2 estimate lain then skali byr haa bleh tahan la jgk..tp kalo dpt cm yg nk tu xpe la jgk huhu ni lain...ee sgt geram sb rupenye jd xcantik!lupa kn psal cincin tu huhu now tgh baking cuppies..tba2 rs cuak tkt cuppies xjd..huhu mtk2 sumer ok la..buah dh bli td n dh susun pn hmm tah la ok ke x hehe bleh la kot kn..hasil idea org xpndi ni ;) em tp sgt puas ati sb most of da things i do by myself..hee buat sepenuh hati n tcapai la cita2 nk handle sndri bnda2  hantaran ni 4 my event..so kawen nnti mayb xsmpt n xde la tkilan kalo suh org je wat sb yg ni dh wat kn ;p n sb mjls ni jgk wat prtama kali jht manik kt bj huhu boleh la sb lurus je xde corak2 pn..oh sgt risau dgn cuppies sy dan jugak jerawat yg br naik ni huhu mtk2 esk hilang la ye!huhu 2days left n i juz feel da 'aura' huhu smlm rilek je tp arini rs cm sumer pn xkena je huhu

B.E.R.U.B.A.H by edCoustic

Berubahkah aku hanya bila ada sesuatu
Terus aku pulang pada sikap sebelum kuberubah
Hanya sekedar sesuatu tak berapa lamapun itu
Jarang kuterendap dalam sikap dimana kuberubah

Reff :
Tuhan aku hanya manusia
Mudah berubah lagi dalam sekejap
Tuhan aku ingin berubah
Dan kubertahan dalam perubahanku

really love diz song because of the lyrics huhu touch my heart ;(

Satu Cinta - edCoustic

ku memohon
dalam sujudku pada-Mu
Ampunkanlah
segala dosa dalam diri
ku percaya
Engkau bisa meneguhkan
Pendirianku... Keimananku

ku memohon
dalam sujudku pada-Mu
Ampunkanlah
segala dosa dalam diri
ku percaya
Engkau bisa meneguhkan
Pendirianku... Keimananku

Engkau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu
ku pasrahkan

Engkau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu
ku pasrahkan

Oh tuhan
Selamatkanlah hamba ini
dari segala fatamorgana dunia

Oh tuhan
Jauhkanlah hamba ini
dari hidup yang sia-sia

Kau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu

Engkau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu

Kau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu

hanya pada-Mu

4 days left..

huhu only 4days left..nervous n worried!uhh so worried bout da date for wedding..till now no exactly date yet..haish so hard to set up da date n it makes me a bit 'tawar ati' about da wedding huhu i hate involved into conflict..plus im not so good in communication huhu hav no idea at all to persuade n convince my parent to drag da date ;( hmm sgt ssh ati skrg tp keadaan x mngizinkan nk wat solat hajat or bc quran ;(( hanya mampu bdoa moga mjls sabtu ni bjalan dgn aman dan tenteram..n xde ketidakpuasan hati dua2 belah pihak *pray hard* hmm last friday n saturday i've attended pre-marriage course..got a lot of inputs..em overall i can concluded dat patience is da most important in marriage as patience is half of faith..n it makes me wonder huhu mampu ke sy memiliki kesabaran yg tinggi itu??huhu skrg pn dgn mslh yg ada dh rs down ;( ya Allah..give me all the strength to face all the problems...really do hope both side of family will satisfied with any decision will made...

Muhasabah Cinta by EdCoustic

 

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar
Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Reff. :
Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya ilahi....
Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu

Back to Reff.

 

accidentally found out dis song at utube..sgt besh huhu tp xknal sape yg nyanyi..hm quite besh gk lagu2 die yg lain..rsnye nasyid grup from indon..like dis song n also da lyrisc..nnti nk google lg psal EdCoustic..huhu mlm ni xsmpt sb dah mantok..so lullaby 4 tonite..

trusting

..trusting in Allah in each step we take..

Love and mercy

"And among His signs is this that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that ye may dwell in tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts); verily in that are signs for those who reflect." Translation of the Holy Quran Chapter 30, Verse 21

jerawat lg!

uhuhu bgn pg tgk2 sbijik jerawat naik lg d muka sy..k now complete pimples 4 both my cheeks ;( hmm org kta jerawat timbul dsbbkn hormon n stress..so google jerawat n find out the causes of acne...yes hormon n stress is another causes of acne..hmm nk kata cosmestic/make up n diet..dont think so huhu sjk ct duk umh ni mn nk pki make up sumer tu huhu cuci muka je..diet lg la ntah kemana huhu mkn je mn yg ade kt umh ni..hmm sgt susah nk puaskn ati sumer org esp org2 yg kita syg dan penting dlm hidup..skrg pening psal nk cr tarikh huhu bla jd cm ni rs cm nk postpone je smpi abes UPSR seng skit..tp tu la bln 11 tkt bnjir n umi lak bkeras xnk..umi beria-ia nk sblm bln6 jgk huhu xmo tunang lama2..hmm tp kalo pk2 blk..btol gk sb after bln6 lg bz nk focus bdk upsr kn..alang2 baik wat abes upsr or awl thn ni..hmm tp tah la..ikot je mana yg terbaik ;(  tp sgt berharap umi dpt tolak ansur huhu segan gk bla rush2 ni sb tkt org pk mcm2..lg segan gk dgn famili incik sb my famili sibuk nk suh cpt2..hmm sshla nk bg umi faham huhu insyaAllah kalo ade jodoh x kemana kn..semua ketentuan di tgn Allah..everything happens 4 a reason..Ya Allah lembutkanlah hati umi..semoga umi tenang hati menerima sebarang keputusan yang dibuat..hanya mampu berserah padaMu yang  mana terbaik..sesungguhnya Engkau yg Maha Berkuasa dan Maha Mengetahui..sgt risau kalo my famili bkeras nk gk bln 3..nnti tmbul lak xpuas ati famili sna huhu xnk la b4 kawen dh ade mslh famili2 ;( pray hard may all things will b ok..hmm ssh bla my famili nk cpt2 huhu umi dh x kisah kalo x cuti skol pn janji awl thn..hmm tp sna kalo bleh nk ct skol...uhh kepala sy skt! ;(

HP7 part 1 finale

hehe 2day mayb in writing mode so 2 entries 4 2day ;) hmm a bit bored with no mood to do anything due to a little period pain huhu so lyn update blog..rs cm lama dh x update bnda2 ni sumer..hmm da recent movie dat i watched huhu mayb quite old already but still wanna write about it since i never missed to watch dis film..cant wait 4 da last part of finale huhu even this part a bit disappointed..dunno la but i think da plot was quite slow+bored..hopefully da last part will better..hehe tp cm klaka la tgk harry kali ni..muka cm nmpk da matured skit tp cm x bape tggi so nmpk cm kemetot hee sori harry ;) ron cm biase slalu blurr je n hermione still da cleverest 1!da two boys cant do anything without her hehe da gal is always gud kn ;p oh ya really like her small bag!;) how i wish i got 1 ~lol  wat eva it is..still happy coz can watch this movie..thanks to incik muncit sweet who treat me hehe nextyr kite tgk last part finale ye..n dont 4get 2 treat me again ;) 

broken lappy

huhu my lappy was broken..shud i fix it or buy new 1??hmm fix it mayb not need a lot of cost compare to buy a new 1 huhu but i wanna a new lappy..sudah sgt lama teringin nk bli lappy br..lama dh duk tangguh2 nk bli sb keaadan n kewangan yg tidak mengizinkn huhu ni kali ke3 dh lappy ni rosak..tp rsnye mcm baiki jugak je huhu hold again to buy a new 1 due to circumstances =( need to use a lot of money for da wedding so i think it was not a right time yet..huhu hav to sav as i can..put da need 1st than desire..lgpn syg lappy tu + ade byk gmbr yg kt dlm tu x recover lg huhu ari2 dh byk hilang sb hardisk rosak n skrg xleh on sb motherboard uhuh nsb bdn la..hmm thanks to my bro yg tlg bwk g baiki..hehe tba2 rs sgt btuah ade gk adik laki sorg sb bleh tlg wat keje yg sy x sk ni..mklum la sy ni ank dara yg baik so xsk nk kua rumah ;p nsb baik ade die bleh gk tlg buang smph, anta bsh kete, bli2 brg bla x cukup nk msk ;) bak kata senang la skit nk suruh kalo die ade kt umh..uhh dh mlampau puji ni huhu kalo die dgr abes la kembang hidung..tp xpe sb i owe u smlm huhu dah 2 ari spider tu btapa kt dlm blk air n smlm dgn muka tebal tpksa mtk tlg halau n now i can use my bathroom without any worries ;) oppss da jauh mnyimpang dr topic..k back to da topic..hmm still under consideration whether to fix or buy new 1..hav to survey da cost for fixing 1st n decide later..think wisely gal!

jerawat d muka sy!

uhuhu i got pimples on my face!a pimple is normal but 2 pimples at once is not normal 4 me huhu nmpk sgt sy agak stress skrg ni :( hmm mayb plus with pms also!waa cuti sy dh nk abes dan perlu ke skol utk mngajar huhu but im not ready yet!luckily hav to back to skol 1 week early so i can prepare myself b4 entering da class..serius sy mmg xde mood nk buat keje skol skrg..huhu mmg penyakit kot kalo dh ct lama n duk kt kg lak tuh..mmg sgt liat nk wat keje skol uhuhu but will try my best to finish up da tov target..hehe tp bla online je ade la nk cbuk nk wat benda lain..alih2 sispol tu xterbuka gk nk amik markh ;p but im a bit hepi today sb dh dpt idea how 2 decorate da cuppies ;) hmm less a little burden huhu smlm sgt serabut bla search wedding checklist huhu byk sgt list-to-do..nk kena edit to suite with my own needs huhu ckecklist tu rs sgt detail n byk yg xperlu kot..huhu byk benda nk kena wat ea utk kawen ni..dan skrg sy pn sgt risau dgn skol huhu cm blurr nk mula caner ni??rsnye kena wat xtra clas 2 days a week kot sb nk kejar ct skol bln3 sure xleh nk wat xtra class..hav 2 finish up da grammar 1st b4 start to teach how to write sentences..hmm target b4 skol holiday on march hav to cover all grammar topics!huhu mood sila la dtg..da 2 ari sy berehat dan rsnye dh cukup kot dgn 2 biji jerawat d muka sy huhu sy mau rajin!!

1st part sudah siap!! ;)

yeayyy!!!hantaran utk ptunangan dh siap ;) lega skit tinggl nk isi buah n kek je lg..emm tp choc n sireh cm nk alter lg..xnk letak sireh tp mkck kata kena utk tunang huhu so kena letak gk la..need to ask others opinion tu deco 4 choc+sireh sb cm xpuas ati dgn design skrg..huhu cuppies pn risau gk ni caner nk deco2 huhu wat simple2 je la kot..rs cm xbape larat dh huhu im getting old?? ;p hmm diz wek mmg terasa sgt bdn cpt penat+lenguh2 huhu emosi pn kureng stable skit..n all diz bcoz of pms huhu since last year my pms became worse..b4 ni kekacauan jiwa+emosi je huhu senang sgt nk nk nangis time2 cm ni n sgt sensitive!but since last yr it also effects my body too ;( poor me huhu makin usia  bertambah kot so bdn pn mula la wat hal..cpt je lenguh2 belakang n betis..wat keje skit rs penat dh huhu kalo sejuk lak betis pn mula la terasa ketidakselesaan..hmm pape pn hepi sb hantaran dh siap hehe bjaya gak siapkan dlm kesibukan mnguruskan umah ;p haha ayat poyo ;) so tomorrow can focus on never ending housechores huhu terasa skit arini xde asst dh..my little sis da blk uia semalam..n arini bj lmbt bjemur!kain nk kena lipat pn dh btambah uhuhu esk misi melipat kain n membuat modul hehe buku dlm boot kete x terusik dr blk ct ari2 lg...hmm kena buat gk skit2 dlm mgu ni sb nxtwek kena kemas umah 4 majls..hmm cptnye masa berlalu huhu cuti pn dh nk abes..iskh2 nk msk 2011 dh uhuhu kena wat list-to-do nih tuk preparation kawen..tkt lak bla tbaca 1 blog of my frens..mmg details gile list pdahl bln 5 nk kawen huhu me??xleh jd kena wat gk ni..nant kelam kabut huhu nk kejar wat kelas tmbhn lg ni..hmm pray dat i've da strength to do all those things n everything runs well...amin

Kadangkala Allah sembunyikan matahari..

Allah datangkan petir dan kilat..

kita akan menangis dan tertanya-tanya..

ke manakah hilangnya sinar?

rupa-rupanya Allah berikan kita pelangi yg indah...

im very thankful to Allah for sending u in my life..u bring back da happiness into my life..n now everything back same as b4..me with my family..im so happy to see their cheerful faces..pray that our relationship b blessed by Allah n everything will run smoothly as planned...amin...