C.I.K.G.U

hmm td br jumpe GB bg report tuk mggu orientasi..fuhh skrg rs sgt lega cm dh setel almost works haha pdhal de je lg duk mnggu mls nk wat ;p hehe tp at least dh setel report+decorating klas+hal2 bkaitan klas so  terasa amat kurang beban itu..now tggl nk wat minit mesyuarat huhu 2 tuh..haih mls sgt nih uhuhu...k back to d topic..almost 1 month i've been as a TEACHER...wahhh terasa amat tidak percaya bahawa diriku telah bergelar seorang CIKGU..siyes smpi skrg cm x caya dat teacher is my profession..erk mampukah driku ini btahan??xprnh tpikir pn akan jd ckgu..dtg skol mngajar..hehe sb slalu duk berangan2 sy akan bkerja dpejbat hehe wearing the office suit ;p sbnye sy sgt sk mmakai seluar..sgt selesa utk bgerak..tp nmpknye sumer itu akan tggl kenangan la..berbaju kurung la sy ke sekolah..;) hmm ckp sal sekolah kdg2 hepi2 kdg2 geram..bdk2 kn bmacam2 perangai..haha tp kn bla bdk2 ni bisg..tpksa la mrh2 then diorg senyp..it' makes me happy and nk gelak pn ye gk haha sbnye xsangka diriku ini mampu mbuatkan diorg tkt...tp especially bdk yr 2 n 3 la..yr 4 tuh jrg sgt la mampu buat 1 whole klas diam..kalo diam pn mmg sekejap sgt la..tp sgt bsyukur juz 1 klas yr 4 je kena ajar..huhu x sk bdk2 tahap 2 ni sb diorg dh besar skit so cm x tkt tgk kitorg yg muda2 ni..ehehe muda ke?ye la diorg nmpk kitorg ni cm kakak2 kot huhu sb tu la xbrape nk tkt..plus i dunno la nk wat lg garang...rsnye kalo de make up leh nmpk grg..i want it!!bkn pe nk bg diorg snyp skit time ajar..sgt skt ati bla tgk diorg xnk blajar..bkn pe rs kesian penat2 dtg skol tp ape pn xde huhu riso kalo dh skol ren xreti nk bc..bla msk skol men caner?hmm caner bla bsr nnti??nk keje pe kalo xde kelulusan...rs beban ini sgt berat huhu nak2 ajar lak english..wahai pelajar2 ku semua..bkn sengaja nk mrh2..pukul2..cubit2..tp sb nk bg kamu pndi..sgt hepi bla diorg tnjuk progress skit2..espcially 4C yg sgt lemah itu huhu satu2 nk kena ajar..mmg perlu byk kesabaran..tp sgt sakit ati bla kite denda pn bg diorg tu biase jek..siap yg x kena denda pn nk kena denda huhu xpaham tol..diorg igt denda tu main2 ke??aduiii pening kapla..kalo bleh mmg xnk pukul2 cubit2 nih huhu sb sy  mmg sgt xsk cubit org!!siyes xsmpi ati nk cubit coz i know the pain of 'sengat ketam' huhu sbnye sy ni gemok n org sgt geram+sk cubit..nk2 bdn ni mnja skit..cubit skit dh skt n ade biru2..so i dont like it n really wanna avoid to do the same thing to other people too...sb tu sy sk denda kalo diorg buat kesalahan..tp dh mcm2 denda suh wat lnsg xjd..ketuk ketampi la bdiri angkat kaki sblh..huhu sumer tu lnsg xjd..huhu pas2 xsmpi ati lak nk suh lama2 sb kite tau kn caner rsnye huhu ksian tkt lenguh sgt lak lma2..kang ade lak ttba pengsan ke ape..aduii camno ni??nmpknye tpksa la keraskan ati..jgn kesian sgt kt diorg..huhu sgt2 teringin belajar cara nk hndle diorg ni...adakah sy x cukup pentyayang+benar2 sukakn bdk2?hmm cmne pn tabahkn lah hati..tp my target after 5yrs teaching..wanna further my study huhu xleh kot btahan lama2 jd ckgu..lecturer is better kot kn??hehe ye ke? ;p hopefully my wish come true haha br sbulan jd ckgu dh nk tkr profession ek?;p haha dis is the longest entry ke??xpe la luahan hati seorang ckgu baru =)

"nasib baik"

have u ever realize that u're so lucky??hmm i'm never realize it too...till spoken to my friend a few days ago..thanks Allah i'm so lucky...k the story began ;p em sjk dtg cni mmg xde kontek my fwen ni..tp die tau dpt trolak cni sb b4 dtg cni de jumpe n text her..so last few days she text me to inform dat she was delivered baby safely..huhu 2 pn pg sok br dpt msg bla otw nk p skol sb cni mxs xde line..pity me kn :( then ptg tu saje call die tnye khabar sb die deliver awl 1bln sb due bln 2..means baby lahir x cukp bln la..borak2 die tnye sal duk cni..n dlm borak2 tu i always mention "nsb baik"..so ape yg nsb baiknye??nsb baik dpt cni dkt ngn kL so wiken leh g sna..seb baik de mmbe skali msk so de geng..seb baik seng dpt umah n umh pn ok..seb baik kwn2 umh pn baik2..seb baik cikgu2 skol ok2..seb baik ngajar xbyk subjk sgt..hmm see sgt byk nsb baik kn??so pttnye sy sgt2 bsyukur..tp xprnh perasan pn huhu how could i??when she said "ade sokmo nsb baik" then juz realize..how lucky i'm even jauh pdlm la jgk tp seb baik still in smnjg n dkt jgk la nk blk + nk p kL..hmm tp diz wiken xdpt p kL sb de skol ganti..but luckily i've friend so x bosan sgt la duk umh ni...kalo x mest mati kutu nk wat pe kn..ha lg satu seb baik kwn ni pn duk umh kakak die kt selayg so ade geng bleh blk sma2 every wiken..so leh la tong2 myk n mhilangkan bosan long drive djalan yg bz tp cm xbrape best sgt + a bit scary =p huhu kalo sowg2 sure ikut highway je..tp dh bape kena spend tuh..ni ikot jln lama so sav dh tol =) hmm bla pk2 mmg slalu byk nsb baik dlm idup ni tp yet im still 'sokseh' sumtimes..sorry!my bad..but very thankful to Allah coz i always meet nice people n can rely on as a friend...THANK YOU SO MUCH ALLAH!

"Life is traveled only once, today's moment becomes tomorrow's memory, enjoy every moment of life whether good or bad, because the gift of life is life itself."

juz copy it from a friend's status...hmm like it and it's absolutely right....

wiken @puncak alam

hmm i guess my routine will be same as 2yrs ago again!!hihi will spend over my wiken here if no works or programs during wiken..but i like to spend my wiken here wif alif..haha td die dh tnye 'k.long nk blk esk ea?2ari je k.long dtg cni' haha my boy..dont worry la..i'll come again mayb nxt nxt wek hehe coz nxt wek my famili will come to trolak so no more wiken here for nxtwek only la ;p hmm arini xde aktivit jln2..g servis kete, blk tervs ttdo then bwk aliff jln2 kt playgrnd n psr mlm..xbyk aktivit pn abes gk duit rm200 huhu sb servs kete pnye psal..arini bgn sgt pg sb nk bsh bj then siap2 p servis kete huhu melayang duit rm140 sb tkr tyr dpn g blkg n yg blkg g dpn then wat aligmnt+balancg sumer2 tuh huhu xmo wat tp kena gk sb tyr dpn 2 cm teruk skit..dunno y huhu tp mmg sumer2 tyr 2 tuggu ms nk tkr je..juz tggu gj je sb skrg xde duit..ckp sal servis kete..ni 1st time x p pero2 hehe saje nk try kalo kt luar caner..hmm murh skit la kot tp stil mhl gk sb gna myk pero2 yg dh 75 hinggit sebotol huhu...so nk servis len kali plg min pn kna ade duit almost 200 gk kot..n thanks to my fren sb temn p servis td huhu kalo nk arap p sorg mest x p dh kot..rs2 nnti at last anta pero2 servis gk la jwbnye..hehe thanks 4 spendg ur time pas2 tpksa lak kna tmn g bli brg jap n bli pizza 4 aliff..huhu aliff mngidam pizza..ms nk p servis die nk ikut tp x bg sb die x sht sgt pas2 tkt cirit lg haha so tnye die nk kirim ape..skali ckp pizza adoi hangus duit gua..tp xpe la bla igt ksian lak sb die xmkn sgt lg arini..lgpn bape ari dh cksu ckp die nk pizza haha siap ckp adik mimp mkn pizza yg ade cheese lbh..pg td pn bgn2 ckp adik mimp mkn roti ade krim..seb baik ade kt umh..kalo x mest nk kena bli..tp arini ok skit la..dh bleh nk ajk p jln2..siap main kt playground n p psr mlm lg..tp stil x aktif sgt n mulut pn xbyk ckp lg..pretty bored skit la..tp selera mkn ok skit dh mkn  even skit hehe klakar igt ms bwk blk pizza td..sk sgt dpt pizza..tp bgs igt nk say thanks haha siap ckp nnti adik byr..ms mkn  mulut duk ckp sdpnye..haha tp mkn x abis gk pn 1 slice..haa ms blk psr mlm td ttba die ckp k.long ni terror mcm superman la haha dunno y he said dat but i guess coz i've fullfilled his wish kot..bli pizza n bwk die p jln2 ;p hehe td lupa nk tnye y he said dat sb cm stun jap bla die ckp cm2 haha y must like superman??..~lol

aliff demam

ksian..aliff demam+cirit dh 3ari..cm pretty bored skit blk cni sb aliff dmm so xde mulut bertihnye nk bercerita+bckp xhenti2..diam je xckp byk sb xlarat sgt..tp arini dh ok skit bleh bgn..hmm klakar lak dgr cite aliff sal nk p skol..die cm ok skit nk p skol sb nk nek bes..ksian tol bdk jakun nek bas..nmpknye my bride 4 him agk bjaya jgk hehe aritu bg die keychain jersey football nk pujk suh p skol n jgn nangis2..kalo x p nnti k.long mik blk..hmm dlm rmi2 cousins..aliff plg closed sb dr kecik slalu dtg cni main2 dgn die.. bout 2yrs almost my wiken spent with him..so bla duk peng aritu..jrg2 jmpe die slalu ckp rindu k.long..suh k.long dtg cni hihihi terasa sgt diri ini dsayangi..n plg tharu skali bla 1st time dtg umh die sjk duk peng..he shown me how he missed me..slalu duk bkepit je n tba2 dtg peluk haha so sweet la..pas2 pesn 'k.long jgn blk lg tau'..'nnti k.long dtg umh adk lg ye?' mmg skali skale dtg since duk peng die slalu pesn suh dtg lg..jgn blk lg huhu mklumla slalu lepk dgn die slalu kn..plg klakar bla smpi je..die dtg n peluk 'adk rindu k.long' hihi aliff..aliff..hmm bdk kecik kn..very honest to show his feeling...bla tnya pn die ckp adk rindu k.long je..xrindu k.yan (my sis) sb my sis tuh jrg2 jmpe die..2yrs @ kl make me closed with my aunt's kids..bla igt blk cm dejavu..dulu2 ms cksu nk kawen rs sdh sgt sb kitorg closed ngn die..ckp nnti kalo die dh kawen mest x best sb die dh ade ank nnt haha now its happen to me back..ms mak diorg duk ckp2 sal kawen..diorg ckp xnk bg k.long kawen..same reason as me also hehe sb nnti xbest dh xbleh bwk p jln2...haha mcm la slalu sgt bwk diorg jln2 pn..hmm my dear cousins..u'll hav more time with me coz still dunno when 'it' will happen...

missing??

hmm am i missing sum1??i guess so huhu br 10 ari xde msg die tp rs sgt lama..dh la agk lama xnmpk die online..kalo dlu ok la xmsg but nmpk die online so i know die ade..but now xtau lnsg huhu nk tggu die msg cm xtau la..uhh mcm sgt bodoh je duk igt kt die..tp die ntah xde igt lnsg kot huhu poor me!!!azam thn ni even dh failed huhu but i still wanna try to go on..yeah still have to b tough enough to face anythings...tp mmg ssh sgt nk lupa die..kdg2 cm bodoh pn ye gk sb stil rs cm terikat n bsalah kalo kuar ngn org lain..n rs sgt x adil utk org itu jgk huhu tahla dunno when i'll b ok..as people always said..juz give time, a time...n i hope the time will b come with a happy ending...

you're my sunshine

 You're my sunshine

my only sunshine

you make me happy

when skies are grey

you'll never know dear

how much i love you

please don't take 

my sunshine away...

juz found out this song @others web hehe remember this song when i was primary school..my friend used to introduce this song to me n i really like it..lama btol x dgr lagu ni...

unhappy

dunno y but i'm so sad since last night..hmm perubahan hormon mayb??haha tah la tp sy sgt sedih skrg..rs sgt ingin menangis tp malu sama ousemate br sy ;p huhu n i guess d new izni for this new yr was failed!!huhu failed since the day i came to trolak by myself =( igtkan dh bsr ni i can survive alone haha upenye yet i'm still juz like a girl..still cried 4 the little things that i've faced..uhh wat a shamed of me!!!rite now..im really wish that i could have 'pintu masa doraemon' so i can go anywhere anytime that i liked!!hmm but now i juz can pray that i can b tough enough to face evrything by my own..cry is gud therapy for me i guess haha btol sb bla kite nangis kite akan rasa lega sgt pas2...

a week @SK Trolak Selatan

hmm cpt je dh 1mggu upenye ngajar kt skol tuh..n arini br rs btul2 ngajar follow d syllabus sb br dpt bku teks n yearly plan tuk subject yg ajar..huhu tp 1mggu ngajar tekak dh rs skt..kena minum air byk2..mklumla ct pnjg n suara pn x dgunakn sgt haha skrg kena mnjerit je tiap2 ari..nk2 msk klasku itu..4C yg amat nakal!!xtau dh nk wat grg caner lg..rsnye dh cukp grg tp ee geram ade je yg duk main2..nsb baik skit je kalo rmi bleh jd haru jwbnye...tp 1mggu ni adalh mggu yg amat kaco bilau huhu pening ngn orientasi tah pape dgn laporan yg kpm nk suh wat hehe tp 2nd day je blk lmbt..ari2 len xde pape pn haha PK2 sumer pn bz sb 1st wek kn..byk bnda nk setel..kitorg yg br ni lagi la..nk catch up dgn tugas yg br dpt lg..huhu nk2 dpt gru klas lak tuh!!adoi poning sb byk bnda yg xtau psal tugas gru klas ni..nk isi rekod kdtgan la..setel yuran..siapkn list nm pas2 jadual tugas..hmm pas2 kna lak ajar BI huhu a bit sedih xdpt ajar maths lnsg =( n dpt lak PSV yg mmg out of bidg..ni jadual tukr n PK1 ckp xajar PSV dh..ajar PJ drjah 1??hmm better kot sb xyah nk kena lukis2 ke ape huhu i'm really not into art la..bab mlukis mmg fail..anyaman ke origami tu ok la kot..lgpn year 1 main2 je..permainan kecil ok la..hmm tp mls nk kena tkr bj pj la..pape pn skol 2 ok je..yg x ok sgt umh sb byk bnda nk tmbh brg huhu tp budget x cukp..kena tggu gj waa lmbt gle lg..hmm mampu bsabar je..tp rs2 duk sna kurus la skit kot..hehe ye ke??siang kt skol je mkn..mlm2 sure x dah..kalo rjin msk la ns grg dlm rice cooker..kalo mls jwbnye mkn la roti or megi je huhu kdi ade tp tah cm xbselera..cm tkt pn ye gk nk mkn huhu mmg tiap2 mgu xsabar tggu wiken je la..harap mampu la btahan ye...

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with."

hmm a bit agreed with the words..cm org ckp kalo jdh x kemana kn..hmm so i stick with that words la 4 this time being..huhu juz give time, a time ;p