my dear baby

Saturday, December 25, 2010

engagement ;)

alhamdulillah semuanye dh selamat =) thanks Allah dat everything runs smoothly and da weather also gud..even still doesnt have da date for marriage yet..insyaAllah ade jodoh x ke mana kn ;) hmm cm xcaya je dah 'already taken' ;p hee nsb baik ade tnda kt jari so it was true..not da dream!hehe xyah nk cubit2 pipi whether in dream or not k ;p  so hepi dat my dreams come true..wanna put my best 4 diz event..puas ati sb dpt wat sndri dari hantaran, bj, dessert smpi la so-called pelamin..mknn je xsmpt nk tlg sb duk cbuk siapkn cuppies tuk hntrn n jg mini cuppies tuk mkn2 hee even make up pn touch sndri dgn tunjk ajar kwn umi huhu kira ok la kot kn 4 1st tme make up..igt nk pki cm biase je tp kena pksa gak pki make up bagai tu hehe tp nsb baik sndri touch up so xde la tebal sgt ;) hehe sgt sk bila ade org puji hntrn sireh+choc tu hihi diorg ckp lain dr yg lain n modern ;p ape lg kembang semngkuk la sy haha n alhamdulillah cuppies juga not bad la huhu ade cacat2 tp diorg ckp ok la xde nmpk sgt ;) hmm pape pn im glad dat event run as plannned ;) may Allah bless our relationship 4eva..amin

hantaran kasih utk si dia..sincerely preparing by myself ;)
from him to me =) like da color!


my own cuppies 4 him..

baking with full of luv ;p

sgt suka tgk bekas cincin hehe esp mine with 2 birds ;)
so-called pelamin..wtih 50% my touch ;)

hmm not bad rite? hehe

da pose while waiting ;p

Thursday, December 23, 2010

oh sudah ari khamis!

huhu ingatkn arini rabu lg..rupe2 sudah khamis!hmm pg td mmg plik bla umi ajak g bli kt psr tani haha sb igtkn arini ari rabu..dgn confindent jwb arini rabu la hehe skali dri sendiri yg malu..oh i only have tomorrow to settle evrything!demm tba2 rs sgt nervous huhu tgk hntran tsusun cantek ats katil rs cm dh nk kawen la pulak huhu rs cm x caya dat event is mine ;p hmm nsb gak umi ajk g psr tani td so tau la arini ari khamis huhu kalo x..xterambil la cincin tu..uhh igt cincin rs skt ati sb ape yg dpt xsma cm yg nk huhuh geram!tp nk alter dh x smpt so amik je dlu then lps ni g beki blk..huh dh la harga naik byk lak tu..ari2 estimate lain then skali byr haa bleh tahan la jgk..tp kalo dpt cm yg nk tu xpe la jgk huhu ni lain...ee sgt geram sb rupenye jd xcantik!lupa kn psal cincin tu huhu now tgh baking cuppies..tba2 rs cuak tkt cuppies xjd..huhu mtk2 sumer ok la..buah dh bli td n dh susun pn hmm tah la ok ke x hehe bleh la kot kn..hasil idea org xpndi ni ;) em tp sgt puas ati sb most of da things i do by myself..hee buat sepenuh hati n tcapai la cita2 nk handle sndri bnda2  hantaran ni 4 my event..so kawen nnti mayb xsmpt n xde la tkilan kalo suh org je wat sb yg ni dh wat kn ;p n sb mjls ni jgk wat prtama kali jht manik kt bj huhu boleh la sb lurus je xde corak2 pn..oh sgt risau dgn cuppies sy dan jugak jerawat yg br naik ni huhu mtk2 esk hilang la ye!huhu 2days left n i juz feel da 'aura' huhu smlm rilek je tp arini rs cm sumer pn xkena je huhu

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

B.E.R.U.B.A.H by edCoustic


Berubahkah aku hanya bila ada sesuatu
Terus aku pulang pada sikap sebelum kuberubah
Hanya sekedar sesuatu tak berapa lamapun itu
Jarang kuterendap dalam sikap dimana kuberubah

Reff :

Tuhan aku hanya manusia
Mudah berubah lagi dalam sekejap
Tuhan aku ingin berubah
Dan kubertahan dalam perubahanku







really love diz song because of the lyrics huhu touch my heart ;(

Satu Cinta - edCoustic



ku memohon
dalam sujudku pada-Mu
Ampunkanlah
segala dosa dalam diri
ku percaya
Engkau bisa meneguhkan
Pendirianku... Keimananku

ku memohon
dalam sujudku pada-Mu
Ampunkanlah
segala dosa dalam diri
ku percaya
Engkau bisa meneguhkan
Pendirianku... Keimananku

Engkau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu
ku pasrahkan

Engkau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu
ku pasrahkan

Oh tuhan
Selamatkanlah hamba ini
dari segala fatamorgana dunia

Oh tuhan
Jauhkanlah hamba ini
dari hidup yang sia-sia

Kau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu

Engkau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu

Kau
Satu cinta
yang selamanya aku cari
Tiada waktuku tinggalkan
demi cintaku kepada-Mu

Walau seribu rintangan
kan menghadang dalam diri
ku teguhkan hati ini
hanya pada-Mu

hanya pada-Mu

4 days left..

huhu only 4days left..nervous n worried!uhh so worried bout da date for wedding..till now no exactly date yet..haish so hard to set up da date n it makes me a bit 'tawar ati' about da wedding huhu i hate involved into conflict..plus im not so good in communication huhu hav no idea at all to persuade n convince my parent to drag da date ;( hmm sgt ssh ati skrg tp keadaan x mngizinkan nk wat solat hajat or bc quran ;(( hanya mampu bdoa moga mjls sabtu ni bjalan dgn aman dan tenteram..n xde ketidakpuasan hati dua2 belah pihak *pray hard* hmm last friday n saturday i've attended pre-marriage course..got a lot of inputs..em overall i can concluded dat patience is da most important in marriage as patience is half of faith..n it makes me wonder huhu mampu ke sy memiliki kesabaran yg tinggi itu??huhu skrg pn dgn mslh yg ada dh rs down ;( ya Allah..give me all the strength to face all the problems...really do hope both side of family will satisfied with any decision will made...

Friday, December 17, 2010

Muhasabah Cinta by EdCoustic

 

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar

Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Reff. :

Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya ilahi....
Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku

Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu

Back to Reff.





 
accidentally found out dis song at utube..sgt besh huhu tp xknal sape yg nyanyi..hm quite besh gk lagu2 die yg lain..rsnye nasyid grup from indon..like dis song n also da lyrisc..nnti nk google lg psal EdCoustic..huhu mlm ni xsmpt sb dah mantok..so lullaby 4 tonite..

trusting

..trusting in Allah in each step we take..



Love and mercy

"And among His signs is this that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that ye may dwell in tranquility with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts); verily in that are signs for those who reflect." Translation of the Holy Quran Chapter 30, Verse 21

jerawat lg!

uhuhu bgn pg tgk2 sbijik jerawat naik lg d muka sy..k now complete pimples 4 both my cheeks ;( hmm org kta jerawat timbul dsbbkn hormon n stress..so google jerawat n find out the causes of acne...yes hormon n stress is another causes of acne..hmm nk kata cosmestic/make up n diet..dont think so huhu sjk ct duk umh ni mn nk pki make up sumer tu huhu cuci muka je..diet lg la ntah kemana huhu mkn je mn yg ade kt umh ni..hmm sgt susah nk puaskn ati sumer org esp org2 yg kita syg dan penting dlm hidup..skrg pening psal nk cr tarikh huhu bla jd cm ni rs cm nk postpone je smpi abes UPSR seng skit..tp tu la bln 11 tkt bnjir n umi lak bkeras xnk..umi beria-ia nk sblm bln6 jgk huhu xmo tunang lama2..hmm tp kalo pk2 blk..btol gk sb after bln6 lg bz nk focus bdk upsr kn..alang2 baik wat abes upsr or awl thn ni..hmm tp tah la..ikot je mana yg terbaik ;(  tp sgt berharap umi dpt tolak ansur huhu segan gk bla rush2 ni sb tkt org pk mcm2..lg segan gk dgn famili incik sb my famili sibuk nk suh cpt2..hmm sshla nk bg umi faham huhu insyaAllah kalo ade jodoh x kemana kn..semua ketentuan di tgn Allah..everything happens 4 a reason..Ya Allah lembutkanlah hati umi..semoga umi tenang hati menerima sebarang keputusan yang dibuat..hanya mampu berserah padaMu yang  mana terbaik..sesungguhnya Engkau yg Maha Berkuasa dan Maha Mengetahui..sgt risau kalo my famili bkeras nk gk bln 3..nnti tmbul lak xpuas ati famili sna huhu xnk la b4 kawen dh ade mslh famili2 ;( pray hard may all things will b ok..hmm ssh bla my famili nk cpt2 huhu umi dh x kisah kalo x cuti skol pn janji awl thn..hmm tp sna kalo bleh nk ct skol...uhh kepala sy skt! ;(

Thursday, December 16, 2010

HP7 part 1 finale



hehe 2day mayb in writing mode so 2 entries 4 2day ;) hmm a bit bored with no mood to do anything due to a little period pain huhu so lyn update blog..rs cm lama dh x update bnda2 ni sumer..hmm da recent movie dat i watched huhu mayb quite old already but still wanna write about it since i never missed to watch dis film..cant wait 4 da last part of finale huhu even this part a bit disappointed..dunno la but i think da plot was quite slow+bored..hopefully da last part will better..hehe tp cm klaka la tgk harry kali ni..muka cm nmpk da matured skit tp cm x bape tggi so nmpk cm kemetot hee sori harry ;) ron cm biase slalu blurr je n hermione still da cleverest 1!da two boys cant do anything without her hehe da gal is always gud kn ;p oh ya really like her small bag!;) how i wish i got 1 ~lol  wat eva it is..still happy coz can watch this movie..thanks to incik muncit sweet who treat me hehe nextyr kite tgk last part finale ye..n dont 4get 2 treat me again ;) 

broken lappy

huhu my lappy was broken..shud i fix it or buy new 1??hmm fix it mayb not need a lot of cost compare to buy a new 1 huhu but i wanna a new lappy..sudah sgt lama teringin nk bli lappy br..lama dh duk tangguh2 nk bli sb keaadan n kewangan yg tidak mengizinkn huhu ni kali ke3 dh lappy ni rosak..tp rsnye mcm baiki jugak je huhu hold again to buy a new 1 due to circumstances =( need to use a lot of money for da wedding so i think it was not a right time yet..huhu hav to sav as i can..put da need 1st than desire..lgpn syg lappy tu + ade byk gmbr yg kt dlm tu x recover lg huhu ari2 dh byk hilang sb hardisk rosak n skrg xleh on sb motherboard uhuh nsb bdn la..hmm thanks to my bro yg tlg bwk g baiki..hehe tba2 rs sgt btuah ade gk adik laki sorg sb bleh tlg wat keje yg sy x sk ni..mklum la sy ni ank dara yg baik so xsk nk kua rumah ;p nsb baik ade die bleh gk tlg buang smph, anta bsh kete, bli2 brg bla x cukup nk msk ;) bak kata senang la skit nk suruh kalo die ade kt umh..uhh dh mlampau puji ni huhu kalo die dgr abes la kembang hidung..tp xpe sb i owe u smlm huhu dah 2 ari spider tu btapa kt dlm blk air n smlm dgn muka tebal tpksa mtk tlg halau n now i can use my bathroom without any worries ;) oppss da jauh mnyimpang dr topic..k back to da topic..hmm still under consideration whether to fix or buy new 1..hav to survey da cost for fixing 1st n decide later..think wisely gal!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

jerawat d muka sy!

uhuhu i got pimples on my face!a pimple is normal but 2 pimples at once is not normal 4 me huhu nmpk sgt sy agak stress skrg ni :( hmm mayb plus with pms also!waa cuti sy dh nk abes dan perlu ke skol utk mngajar huhu but im not ready yet!luckily hav to back to skol 1 week early so i can prepare myself b4 entering da class..serius sy mmg xde mood nk buat keje skol skrg..huhu mmg penyakit kot kalo dh ct lama n duk kt kg lak tuh..mmg sgt liat nk wat keje skol uhuhu but will try my best to finish up da tov target..hehe tp bla online je ade la nk cbuk nk wat benda lain..alih2 sispol tu xterbuka gk nk amik markh ;p but im a bit hepi today sb dh dpt idea how 2 decorate da cuppies ;) hmm less a little burden huhu smlm sgt serabut bla search wedding checklist huhu byk sgt list-to-do..nk kena edit to suite with my own needs huhu ckecklist tu rs sgt detail n byk yg xperlu kot..huhu byk benda nk kena wat ea utk kawen ni..dan skrg sy pn sgt risau dgn skol huhu cm blurr nk mula caner ni??rsnye kena wat xtra clas 2 days a week kot sb nk kejar ct skol bln3 sure xleh nk wat xtra class..hav 2 finish up da grammar 1st b4 start to teach how to write sentences..hmm target b4 skol holiday on march hav to cover all grammar topics!huhu mood sila la dtg..da 2 ari sy berehat dan rsnye dh cukup kot dgn 2 biji jerawat d muka sy huhu sy mau rajin!!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

1st part sudah siap!! ;)

yeayyy!!!hantaran utk ptunangan dh siap ;) lega skit tinggl nk isi buah n kek je lg..emm tp choc n sireh cm nk alter lg..xnk letak sireh tp mkck kata kena utk tunang huhu so kena letak gk la..need to ask others opinion tu deco 4 choc+sireh sb cm xpuas ati dgn design skrg..huhu cuppies pn risau gk ni caner nk deco2 huhu wat simple2 je la kot..rs cm xbape larat dh huhu im getting old?? ;p hmm diz wek mmg terasa sgt bdn cpt penat+lenguh2 huhu emosi pn kureng stable skit..n all diz bcoz of pms huhu since last year my pms became worse..b4 ni kekacauan jiwa+emosi je huhu senang sgt nk nk nangis time2 cm ni n sgt sensitive!but since last yr it also effects my body too ;( poor me huhu makin usia  bertambah kot so bdn pn mula la wat hal..cpt je lenguh2 belakang n betis..wat keje skit rs penat dh huhu kalo sejuk lak betis pn mula la terasa ketidakselesaan..hmm pape pn hepi sb hantaran dh siap hehe bjaya gak siapkan dlm kesibukan mnguruskan umah ;p haha ayat poyo ;) so tomorrow can focus on never ending housechores huhu terasa skit arini xde asst dh..my little sis da blk uia semalam..n arini bj lmbt bjemur!kain nk kena lipat pn dh btambah uhuhu esk misi melipat kain n membuat modul hehe buku dlm boot kete x terusik dr blk ct ari2 lg...hmm kena buat gk skit2 dlm mgu ni sb nxtwek kena kemas umah 4 majls..hmm cptnye masa berlalu huhu cuti pn dh nk abes..iskh2 nk msk 2011 dh uhuhu kena wat list-to-do nih tuk preparation kawen..tkt lak bla tbaca 1 blog of my frens..mmg details gile list pdahl bln 5 nk kawen huhu me??xleh jd kena wat gk ni..nant kelam kabut huhu nk kejar wat kelas tmbhn lg ni..hmm pray dat i've da strength to do all those things n everything runs well...amin

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Kadangkala Allah sembunyikan matahari..
Allah datangkan petir dan kilat..
kita akan menangis dan tertanya-tanya..
ke manakah hilangnya sinar?
rupa-rupanya Allah berikan kita pelangi yg indah...








im very thankful to Allah for sending u in my life..u bring back da happiness into my life..n now everything back same as b4..me with my family..im so happy to see their cheerful faces..pray that our relationship b blessed by Allah n everything will run smoothly as planned...amin...

Monday, November 29, 2010

everything so fast!!

huhu it juz likes a blink of eyes n everything on plan..i still cant get it y everybody wanna do it quickly huhu yes i agreed wat umi n him said 'hukum yg kena buat dlu..majlis2 tu seme bkn ape pn..lgpn lega ati umi dpt kurangkan dosa kalo nk bg along kuar sma2 cr brg2' 'benda baik nk wat ape lengah2 lg' huhu totally true but i still feel unsatisfied uhh still cant get it dat it happens so fast!!Ya Allah jika ini ketentuanMu..aku redha dan lapangkanlah hati menerima semua ini..amin..pray hard everythg gonna b ok huhu feel like a bit rush..ahhh smlm da ngamuk2 ngn umi psal tarikh nk kawen uhuhu majuk2 tp i've no choice..or lbh tepat my point useless huhu reason xcukup kuat utk membantah..hmm kerana sygkan famili dan dia terpaksa kuturutkn juga..wahai hati terimalah dgn lapang...umi xbg btunang lama2 n yes same as me even i really want 111111..ok i accept n wanna do it on june huhu tp umi xbg..alsan sb yan ade kursus tme ct 2mgu so xkn nk wat tme die xde n lgpn tme tu nk dkt mngundi n umi xmo bz2+kalut huhu then umi kalo bleh nk wat gk bln 3 b4 bak g india bln 4..argh i said no n so many reasons already gave but i lost huhu finally with no choice i had to choose akad only on mac but da even on end of april ms ct labour day huhu it was da best date i can give..ni on tpksa korban ct yg ade ciput je..hmm really do hope to people who may concern, pls understanding me..gimme time huhu i've a big challenge nxtyr as 1st tme teaching english 4 upsr..Ya Allah..berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua ini dan permudahkanlah urusanku..jika ini yang terbaik untukku..aku redha..sessungguhnya engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui semuanya..aminnn

Sunday, November 28, 2010

111111

huhu im a bit upset now..hmm nobody on my side to vote 111111 for my day =( uwaaa 111111 hanya tgl impian n angan2 huhu sedih2...ni rs cm nk postponed je dlu then i'll get dat date huhu but impossible..uwaa sy sedih skrg..dia pn snyp jek dr ptg xde reply msg lg huhu mau majuk la..xmo btau die lg sb kalo tau sure die org plg hepi huhu tulunnnn..nape sumer org mau cpt2?huhu i want dat date =(

Friday, November 26, 2010

nOvEmbEr

hmm november..lots of things happen..but thanks to Allah all what i've now..im so hepi + very thankful with all wat i've now..the nice people around me is da most valuable asset 4 me..da best rumet, most understanding+nice buddies+fren, loving family n also 'dia' dhati sy ;) alhamdulillah i always meet da nice people evrywhere i go..may happiness is always mine n my life b blessed by Allah..hmm tp risau gk nxtyr nih huhu a big things on my shoulder..a new responsibility for skol+personal but pray everything gonna b ok, insyaAllah..huhu takotnye nk ajar bdk2 UPSR nih..even my class only da 2nd class but yet i still hope sum1 will get A n evrybody passes in english huhu besarnye cita2 tp br mula ciput je ;) nxtyr mest pulun habes..so to whom may concern..pls understanding me ya hehe 111111 should b ok i think ;) b4 transfer nk  tglkn sejarah utk skts huhu even my rumet said dat i already left so-called-history @skts huhu 'air mata' n 'cuti' in memory ;p owh b4 lupa wanna SHOUT OUT dat i already moved out!hepi sgt n i like my new home soooo muchhhhhh =D br terasa HOME sweet HOME huhu kalo dlu sgt bosan blk umh n now i cant wait to decorate our new house..plan nk cat n add new accessories hehe tah bla la tu kn ;p best sgt quarters ni sb almost fully furnished..each bedroom has 1 bed+cupboard n completed with dining table, sofa n also kitchen cabinet..damn perfect as we already have fridge+stove..kalo nk tmbh pn washer machine je but 4 diz time being its still ok huhu tmbh2 byk brg kn ssh lak nk pndh hehe asyik nk pk nk pndh je even cik gb dh warng dlm meetg psal pndh huhu siap mention my name lg..haish i know u luv me kak G ;p haha bc dek rumet mau kena gelak nih! hmm bkn sb kak G or sape2 or nk nama or pangkat but its bout 'kepuasan sendiri' huhu my own target n achievement..almost 1yr as a ticer n only now i can accept the fact dat im a ticer lol sounds funny but its a truth!huhu dunno la mayb bcoz ticer not in my ambitions but i always wanna try to b a ticer n now i got it..wanna b a maths ticer as i though its easier to teach math huhu but now im an english ticer huhu not sooo terror in english but ok la  as long i prepared 4 dat ;) Allah Almighty as He know wat best 4 me..hmm bla pk2 blk ok kot english sb sy ni lembab sgt nk congak huhu kalo jd cikgu math buat malu je..tp english?huhu xreti jgk ;p tp xpe la usaha slow 4 da besh kn heee caiyok2! huhu cm dh pnjg sgt je nie..nextme la continue as so many stories in my head n plus long time no update huhu till fingers meet da keyboard again ;)

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

zikir munajat

Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi

Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi

Tuhanku aku tidak layak
untuk syurgaMu
tetapi aku tidak pula
sanggup menanggung
seksa nerakaMu,
dari itu kurniakanlah
ampunan kepadaku,
ampunkanlah dosaku,
sesungguhnya Engkaulah pengampun
dosa-dosa besar........

Tuhanku aku tidak layak
untuk syurgaMu
tetapi aku tidak pula
sanggup menanggung
seksa nerakaMu,
dari itu kurniakanlah
ampunan kepadaku,
ampunkanlah dosaku,
sesungguhnya Engkaulah pengampun
dosa-dosa besar........
Fate is in the Hand of Allah and Destiny is Allah’s haq for his servants.There will be time when your love will be realized. If Dunia Cinta is not for you, then Syurga Cinta is waiting for you.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Life is hard sometimes, but there is always a reason for why it is..
Although it's difficult today to see beyond the sorrow,
May looking back in memory help comfort you tomorrow.




ps: my dear rumet, so sorry for ur lost..moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan org2 beriman..al-Fatihah...

Monday, October 18, 2010

HIDUP

"Hidup terbina antara pahit dan manis. Kalau selalu sahaja pahit,
hati akan menjadi rawan dan kalau sentiasa manis, 
hati akan menjadi bosan. Jangan putus asa untuk hadapi manis
dan terima pahit. Hidup kamu akan jadi secukup rasa - HAMKA"

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Perhentian-Lang Tengah-Redang Island

hehe diz entry 'basi' already..tp xpe la nk gk post!huhu had postponed so many time..n dis time a must!;p tau2 la tenet kt cni huhu da connection was not so good..dats y not in da mud to jot down bout da best trip..diz entry shud hav many pics br besh..sb nk upload gmbr yg ssh so asek tertangguh jek huhu..k lets da story begin ;) join dis island trip last may during wesak day..3days 2 night there was so great!lama gile dh nk g perhentian sb xpuas skali dlu p wif my famili..n finally managed to go there ;) mula cm wondering gak ok ke join package with other people..huhu tkt xbesh!em but luckily it was not so bad...sbnye even join package but we were divided into 2 groups for snorkeling ;) n again luckily we join into small grup..15paxs only n with da small boat+sporting members!so x crowded n pack sgt..da tourgud pn only focus kitorg sb kitorg je yg xpndi berenang haha besh dsb die sgt sproting bwk tgk babyshark+nice coral..siap ckp lg ape guna kitorg byr mhl2 kalo xpuas ati..so bro ayie, we really satisfied with ur service ;) erm cumanye yg x brape best mknn n pnginapan..biase la nk budget package join rmi2 kn..kalo sndri budget bleh stay tmpt besh skit..erm tp mkn mmg cm tu kot tmpt yg stay tu..nk besh mknn kena pilih resort yg besh skit..tp next tme kalo p nk p redang lak..da beach there was sooooooooo nice!fall in luv with da beach n white sand ;p em tp tmpt plg besh snorkeling kt pulau lang tengah!ya Allah ikan n corals was so beautiful..bg mknn tros rmi gile ikan serbu huhu smpikan geli n a bit scare bila ikan tu mengerumuniku bla pegang biskut kt tgn huhu terasa die mik mknn kat tgn..uhh da nice experience but scare too ;p hmm nk cite mmg sgt byk so juz view some pics je la hehe a bit lazy to write up since it was old story ;p
da sporting team-mates+guide ;)

da beautiful beach

Monday, October 11, 2010

Resident Evil: afterlife + Charlie St. Cloud

huhu another old post..no mood to update n only now get a chance to write..hmm my 1st experience watching 3D movie..ok la but depends on movie kot br besh skit..n diz story so so only ;p hehe but i like it coz wentworth miller one of the actors ;) em 4 those who had followed this movie mayb besh kot haha but 4 1st time watching like me..em ok la as long still can catch up da plot kot =)


n here another movie ;) ehehe da main reason watching diz movie bcoz of zac efron ;p but of course i've watched da trailer 1st n thought diz movie quite ok n luckily it was ok but my fren has no comment haha depends on people la kn..but 4 me i like diz movie as it can boost up my spirit n also open my mind..hmm we cant have everything..sometimes we need to sacrifice n realize that we hav to let go something to get other thing..open ur eyes n 'do something dat deserve it'!!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

back into reading

here my old habit! ;p huhu reading novels but this time into english novels..huhu started back since last ry..blk umh tjumpa novel confessions of an air hostess by marisa mackle..huhu b4 diz da tnampak novel remember me by sophie kinsella tp mls nk lyn sb nnti kalo dh mula huhu ssh nk benti n as i expected..it happened! ;p k now wanna giv some reviews bout CONFESSIONS OF AN AIR HOSTESS..hmm diz little black dress series was quite interesting..as per tittle so of course the story is about an air hostess ;) her name is Annie who has been dumped by her bf via text huhu da right time b4 she flies..so of course la working in a moody n an incident happened..da story begins until she meet a playboy pilot n a kind super duper rich man..b4 dat many romantic+funny+sad+tragic things happen in her life..hmm bleh la nk lyn n i give 4 stars ;)

hola October!

hmm i guess my opening october was not so gud  but it was not so bad at all..n really hope it will better n better *prayer* da early wiken of october was so enjoyable hung out wit x-ofismate+ate seafood..for almost 1yr no lepaking together n now our day!really  mish da old days n it recalled our old memories!hmm but da opening weekdays was no so gud huhu have to let go da thing dat i held for so long really made me down n sad :'( started da gloom monday n it became worse when our landlord wanna increase da rent!huh sgt skt ati sb x smpi staun pn dh nk naikkn!!arghh berkira tol pkck mkck tua tuh huhu mmg la xbyk tp still rs xbes sb skrg kitorg collect rm100 per person for house including rental+bils+household..huhu kalo die naikkan means kitorg kena increase da collection for bill+household things!!sgt xsuka..mennciiiii!!hmm cant wait 4 diz wiken n wanna live life to the fullest huhu

Monday, October 4, 2010

A sad thing about life is that when
you meet someone who means a lot to
you, only to find out in the end that
it was never bound to be and we just
have to let go... =(

Sunday, September 19, 2010

life isn't fair but it's still good

hmm sumtimes cant keep thinking life is unfair to me but yet it's still not so bad at all huhu my bad!as a Muslim i should believe in Allah n His will..everything happens 4 a reason..He knows better 4 us..n mayb i'm not good enough yet for Him to fulfill my prayer..believe in Him n insyaAllah sumday the time will come..n i'm also thankful 4 what i've now..hmm even da rainbow juz apperars 4 a while but it was so lovely+great n im happy 4 dat too..may it will appear again n remain forever with me *prayer* people said "don't compare ur life to others as u have no idea what their journey is all" hmm mayb..luaran nmpk indah tp d dalam siapa yg tau kn?? huhu no one is in charge of ur happiness except u..so smile n laugh more even it's hard..coz it will keep the energy vampires away..hmm sometimes it cant work at all!da outside looks happy but da inside cry it loud! n it hurt a lot =( but life is too short to waste time hate anyone..thus lets forgive everyone for everything..remember that u're too blessed to b stressed...No matter how u feel, get up, dress up n show up!The BEST is yet to come...believe in ALLAH!however good or bad situation is, it will change..realize that life is a school n u're here to learn, pass all ur tests...problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear n fade away like algebra class but the lesson u learn will last a lifetime...thanks Allah 4 every nikmat dat U gave me...n may my life will b better n better+keep on the right path...aminnnnn

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

about LOVE


To My Friends Who Are…MARRIED
Love is not about “it’s your fault”,
but “I’m sorry”, not “where are you’
but “I’m right here”, not “how could
you” but “I understand”, not “I wish
you were”, but “I’m thankful you are.”
To My Friends Who Are…ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is
not the years spent together but how
good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are…NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn’t about becoming somebody
else’s “perfect person.” It’s about
finding someone who helps you become
the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are…HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive
heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are…NAIVE
H ow to be in love: Fall but don’t
stumble, be consistent but not too
persistent, share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand, and
get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are…SEARCHING
True love cannot be found where it
does not truly exist, nor can it be
hidden where it truly does. Love is
magic. The more we hide it, the more
it shows; the more you suppress it,
the more it grows.
*To My Friends Who
Are…PLAYBOY /GIRL TYPE
*Never say I love if you don’t care.
Never talk about feelings if they
aren’t there. Never touch a life if
you mean to break a heart. Never look
in the eye when what you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a
girl is to let her fall in love when
he doesn’t intend to catch her fall.
To My Friends Who Are…POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one
you love happy with someone else but
it’s more painful to know that the one
you love is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are…AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with
someone. It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you. But love
hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.
To My Friends Who Are…STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is that when
you meet someone who means a lot to
you, only to find out in the end that
it was never bound to be and we just
have to let go.
To My Friends Who Are…SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you
chase it, the more it eludes you. But
if you just let it fly, it would come
to you when you least expect it. Love
can make you happy but often times it
hurts, but love’s only special when
you give it to someone who is worth
it. So take your time and choose the
best!
Three things never return:
the past, the neglected opportunity,
and the spoken word
 


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juz read it @other's blog..like it so copy n paste ;) 

Thursday, September 9, 2010

esok raya!

esk ry but i dont get da feeling huhu my flu pls away so i can celebrate ry nicely :( hmm cake ade lg xabes buat..kek lapis pandan, kek batek n cup cakes..pandan layered cake da buat 2 bj n dah abes pn..igt xlarat nk buat dh tp bla tgk my dad like it n my mum pn asyik duk suruh je huhu kena wat gak la..cup cakes pn tggl half je so kena tmbh lg..n kek batek mmg xwat lnsg lg..hmm igt nk wat choc cake tp postponed la kot sb xlarat sgt ni huhu lontong pn xtau la jd ke x taun ni..cm mls nk wat sb xbrape larat..lgpn dh tempah ns dagang + satay..huhu tp nk mkn lontong..kalo x wat xleh mkn la taun ni sb xde org wat huhu da tnye menu masing2 n xde pn yg wat lontong :( hmm hopefully get da energy to do all those things..td bdn rs cm xbape best..tp da telan ubat sahur td..n wish it will recover soon!sy nk ry dgn besh esk dan mnikmati mkn2 itu semua huhu 1st time dpt flu mnjelang ry dan sgt tidak selesa..ptt la lately bdn cm xlarat..kelmarin pn tekak rs xbesh upenya nk kena flu :(

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Aku menanti saat itu..saat kita akan bertemu..

Aku berdoa utk seorang yang akan menjadi sebahagian dariku,seorang yang mencintaiMu lebih dari segalanya,seorang yang hidup bukan hanya diri sendiri tetapi untukMu,seorang yang bukan hanya mencintaiku tetapi jua menghormati aku,seorang yang bukan hanya memujaku tetapi menasihatiku ketika salah,seorang yang mencintaiku bukan kerana kecantikan rupa parasku tetapi kecantikan hatiku.

Aku berdoa Ya Allah untuk seorang yang TIDAK SEMPURNA sehingga aku menyempurnakannya di mataMu,seorang yang begitu menginginkan doaku dalam kehidupannya,seorang yang inginkan dukunganku sebagai peneguhnya,seorang yang dambakan senyumanku di matanya menghilangkan kedukaannya,yang menginginkanku untuk menyempurnakan dirinya jua.

Aku berdoa Ya Allah jadikanlah aku perempuan yang dapat membanggakannya,berikan aku hati yang sungguh menyintaiMu,sehingga aku dapat menyintainya dengan cintaMu,bukan sekadar cintaku,berikanlah rohMu yang lembut sehingga kecantikanku datang dariMu dan bukan dari luaranku,berikanlah aku tanganMu agar mampu kuberdoa selalu untuknya,berikanlah aku mataMu sehingga dapat ku melihat yang baik dalam dirinya dan bukan hal yang buruk sahaja tentangnya,berikan aku mulutMu yang penuh dengan kebijaksanaanmu dan pembakar semangatnya dan bibirMu agar dapat ku tersenyum padanya tiap pagi.

Dan bilamana akhirnya kami akan bertemu,aku berharap kami akan berkata.."Betapa besar kuasaMu Ya Allah kerana Engkau memberikan padaku seorang yang dapat membuat hidupku sempurna"

Aku mengerti Engkau menginginkanku bertemunya pada waktu yang tepat dan Engkau akan membuat segala sesuatunya indah pada waktu yang Engkau tetapkan..








juz copy it from my friend's note @FB...hmm nice words...n pray 4 it too..amin..