the fate

[Yaasiin:82]
Sesungguhnya keadaan-Nya apabila Dia menghendaki sesuatu hanyalah berkata kepadanya: "Jadilah!" maka terjadilah ia".

last thursday i went for english course @ felda residence trolak..so enjoy the course!hehe  wondering wat relate the title, english course n Quran verse above?k da story begins..actually, on monday, PK miss read the letter n gave to us, both of year 6 english teacher to attend the course but the letter asked only 1 english teacher to sent out.. so i offered myself not to attend after read the course was about 'program gerak gempur UPSR 2011'..better give a way to the expert 1 since i only taught lower class..mn la tau kn nk bincang pape to up UPSR this yr..n i'm the newbie knows nothing huhu even deep in my heart really wanted to go haha sbnye??nk knal felda residence je ;p huhu ye la dr  mula dtg trolak plan nk stay kt ctu la konon2 b4 dpt umh..tp skali tgk harga tros cancel..so wondering how the residence looks like co'z from the outside nmpk x semengah mn pn ;) hehe tp ms otw nk g felda besout ari2..cm others part the view was so nice..huhu ari2 plan annual skol lunch kt  felda residence tp xjd sb mhl sgt n diorg ckp mknn xseberapa best sgt..so not worth it n went to other place..xdpt jugak nk pegi tgk..but the fate..finally i got to go there..thanks you Allah!the fate that the course was mine n it really suit with me..really knowledgeable course 4 me as a newbie..dh lama sgt teringin nk attend course about marking n how to teach english paper2..finally i got it!this course also focus to near miss pupils..yg gagal tp markah nk dkt2 lulus huhu my pupils la tu..6B!k.hanizah who should attend the course actually..but her uncle passed away so she texted to me to replace her..actually the night b4 she already texted me to b prepared as she not feeling well..huhu but i was hoping she will b ok..ye la ttba nk ganti cm rs x ready..tp dh takdir n subuh die msg mmg xdpt pegi sb pkck die mnggal..no choice n i have to attend..hmm the fate that course was mine kot..but thank you Allah for fulfill my wishes..n now i got the idea how to teach my pupils ;) huhu maklum la im not major in english so ms kt maktab dlu xbyk blaja..english credit hours pn skit je sb minor..tp seb baik my lecturer byk gk bg some gud info sb die kate kitorg mayb will teach english @skol after postg huhu n it was true since plenty of my friends taught english too..n this course really helpful for me hehe plus dpt gk knal felda residence trolak ;)

my day! ;)

the bright monday in my life although the weather is overcast today n im a bit sleepy ;) u make my day la my dear!cheer me up on the first school day after long break..tq so much!hehe luv u more ;* there're two things make me smile today..first thing from my beloved fiance n the second one is from my naughty pupils!so glad to see their happy faces after got their test papers back..especially 6B even the marks are not so high but 15 pupils pass really make me shock!huhu but a bit scary too..wondering n worried what their result for next test..is it stay the same or drop so much huhu pray 4 the best!hmm too much improvement for this 2nd test compared to 1st test, only 5 pupils pass..admit that paper 1 for this 2nd test is a bit easy..so most of them scored even the paper 2 is bad..hmm admit that pupils' good results are the happiest thing for teachers ;) oh 1 more..all of them have their own dictionary now!hihi gud2 coz since january i have told them to buy dictionary n until now i juz got it!sk2 ;) hope that all the happiness are always mine n much more will come ;) hehe greedy girl..wat ever it is..thank you Allah 4 everything that i have..

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment her

She wont believe me

And its so, its so

Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

Id never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

hehe mr.fiance juz dedicated this song 2 me ;) thanks so much, dear!u make my day la..:* hehe thought u'll not post it on my wall since already dedicated to me otw back to kL yesterday huhu kn xpsal2 dh senyum sorg2 dlm kete..smpi dh tertahan..at last terkeluar jugak gelak n then u laugh @me too..haha the boys juz blurr when we suddenly  burst out big laugh ;) hmm too much compliment in this song that i not deserve it..but appreciate it a lot,darling!luv u the way u're too my luv!:*

tik tok tik tok

..time is passing by so fast!huhu school break will end soon..only 3 days left ;( but i only have 2days @home huhu early morning of sunday will back to trolak..aiseh so many things not settle yet..thought i can help umi to pack the sweets n goodies into paper bags huhu mayb not much but at least..i can help to finish up some for my school's colleagues..hmm by hook or by crook..i must finish up the deco for hantaran..huhu sape suh gatai2 nk wat sendiri jugak ;p dh mula so i should finish up!tu la geram tgk bakul yg comel n bunga yg cute..lgpn puas ati bila dpt wat sendiri kn ;) dh 2 brg2 sumer dh bli..sb tu geram je tgk huhu at last duk godek2 cm ok lak..nnt bg kt org ssh lak nk suh deco2 cm yg kite nk kn ;) oh card dh siap!hehe xsabar nk tgk..kalo bleh rs cm arini gk nk g kT amik card ;) huhu tp kalo p sure keje terbengkalai..arini dh skt pinggang siapkan mark papers..puas ati dr pg smpi petang akhirnye dh siap all 6 papers..dh key in pn dlm sispol..lega sgt!so mlm ni dh bleh mula misi deco2 hantaran ;) hmm rs cm nk cuti lebih nk siap kn paper bags huhu xsangka juz 1 month n 1 week left..cptnye kn!hmm cm xcaya je i'll get married soon huhu lg xcaya dgn en.zuwairi ;) juz like a dream..hehe kalo igt2 blk..time kt kopu dlu knal nama je..lnsg x prnh btego sape kn..hehe skrg??a call everyday is a must!hihi kalo x..siap la die ;p hmm hope our day will go smoothly n everything runs as planned..pray hard to Allah everything goes well..n may Allah bless our love till the end..amin...hmm when talk about 'the end'..it makes me recall about tsunami at japan..juz watch some video @youtube about that..so scary n it make me realize about 'judgement day' or 'hari kiamat' huhu nowadays the natural disasters are so scary..hmm rs cm br je gempa bumi kt new zealand akhr bln2 ari2..n now kt jepun lak skali dgn tsunami..huhu tkt tgk video2 tsunami ni..moga Allah lindungi semua umat islam n may we're still in the right path..semoga hidup dan matiku dalam keimanan...amin..

Cotton Soft Japanese Cheesecake

hepi sgt..finally i found da best plain cheese cake recipe =) cant wait to try dis recipe..cm sgt soft je texture cake ni..hmm sape2 nk recipe..review at this link ;) haish comments n feedbacks really make me so excited to try this recipe..really hope it will bake well ;) huhu tp bila tah leh wat cake ni..oven kt kg cm rosak je blk ari huhu

tak seindah mimpi

hmm tp mimpi pn bkn slalu indah jgk huhu dunno y but lately..since last week i had dreamed every night huhu luckily they're not nightmares but not sweetdreams too..juz a bad dream that will wake me up at 4am everyday n made me had no quality sleep ;( haish cm xcukup je rs 24hrs per day huhu igt hoki dah abes leh fokus umah n upsr..tp still now ade je others thing have to settle..x sabar nk abes cat umh then leh baiki plug kt dlm blk huhu ssh xde plug dlm blk..xleh nk on lampu tdo n tpksa on lampu yg cerah itu huhu slalu tdo camtu xbes gk sb rs cm xbtol2 tdo..lampu terang sgt but i had no choice huhu tkt nk tdo sorg2 dlm gelap plus da house still new 4 me..hmm dark...diz week is dark week 4 me i guess..ahd ari2 stereng lock wat hal..burn rm100 juz like that..argh time nk save ni mcm2 lak kena..dh la nnti ct skol nk kena servis kete..n pg2 isnin dtg skol tyr pancit sb ade skru..huhu smlmnye hal xsetel tmbh lak lg..benda kecik but it makes me down when my mood still not recover yet..n tyr pancit la plg risau sb ssh nk tkr tyr huhu tau nk buat caner tp xcukup kuat nk buat..n i guess i shud find any equipment that will help me to change the tyre b4 it happens 4 third time..so if it happens again n i'll do by myself..xyh nk ssh2 kn org huhu tp ade ke benda cmtu?rs cm ade kot..oh tmrw my 1st child will sit their 1st english exam huhu dup dap dup dap waiting 4 the results..pray hard the result will not too bad..huhu so much complaining..forgive me Allah..not my intend to complain but just wanna burst out something inside to release..i guess writing will make me more comfort rather than just keep it inside..but all this matters really make me wake up n open my eyes..i praise Allah so much for this..as a forgetful human, we always never realized  it if we never face difficulties..'sudah terhantuk br tergadah'..forgive for my forgetfulness...but thank you Allah for Your love n bless..You makes me realized before i not too far from You..hmm disaat hati xtenang..terjumpa article ni..n really help me a lot!really thankful for what i've..great parents, superb family!