sy yg serabut!

yes i'm!huhu sgt serabut btol 2 3 arini..skol n personal life mixed well together..damn!rs cm nk extra energy n time..seriously my time management was so bad ;( really afraid dat i'll lost of control..ya Allah berikan ku kekuatan utk hadapi semua ini..i do love teaching but hate da others skol things huhu sgt menyerabutkan kepala..hias kelas x setel lg..jadual tugas pengawas..klas tmbhn..hoki..argh..dgn buku yg dh berbukit x semak..ape nk jd dgn sy ni??huhu my life so messy..n umh pn xsetel lg!!!oh how i wish i have an assistant now!or something like a magic to settle everything juz like in a fairy tale ;( hmm dlu sblm x jd cikgu..nmpk cm seng je keje cikgu kn..blk keje half day huhu n i think most of people agreed with me..luaran nmpk cmtu tp hakikatnye x seperti yg nmpk..mmg keje half day tp kalo kira2 cm x halfday mn gk..plus minus klas tmbhn siang mlm wiken n koko ptg2 huhu rsnye same je..ade la lbh skit kot compare to others job..tp cikgu kena guna dua2 tenaga..otak n fizikal..3 classes per day shud b fine but 4 classes per day..uhh flat!n tuesday is not lucky day 4 me..hmm tp pape pn seme benda ade pro n contra kn..juz thank 4 what we've n do try our best,rite?dats life..c'est la vie!

a long wiken

dunno y but really felt diz wiken was a very long wiken even da schedule was full ;p hehe tp yg sbnyrnye..asal wiken kt trolak je mesti rs sgt pnjg lol~ since last thursday..have done a same routine..huhu ct pn x merasa ct..cuma arini je skip mls nk g bersih umah..start from ct thaipusam on last thursday we've all out cleaned da house..bgn pg p training bdk2 hoki dlu then ptg p bersih umh..dh settle abes 3 blk then smlm lantai ruang tamu dh bkilat..tgl blk air n dapur huhu bla part dapur yg rs sgt liat tuh..seriously nk kena mnyental...argh sb tu la ptg ni cancel n nk bmalas-malasan kt umh huhu nk rs nikmat ct ;p hmm tp best gak bgn pg2 kuar g pdg hehe terasa cm segar skit even tgk bdk2 ni training je..hee tgk je coz im only da manager n not da coach hehe kalo coach mmg haru la sb lansung x pndi hoki..br td start pegang n pukul2 bola sb tlg my rumet, ina nk train keeper..smlm tgk gtu2 je n mls nk beria sb pas2 ade klas bi lak..hmm bleh tahan lenguh gak tangan arini duk pegang kayu hoki..mayb sb smlm beria mnyental lantai kt ruang tamu..tah bla nk sental dapur xtau la huhu sb ptg sok de traing hoki lg..nnti sok pas blk skol kena g urus air n letrik so nnti leh la mik ms mlm nk wat skit2 ke sb ptg mmg fully schedule huhu umah baru oh umah baru!

4 weeks = 1 month

it already 4weeks we've been engaged..hmm time pass by very fast huhu juz like a blink of eyes n now end of january..terasa cm br je lg msk new yr huhu tp rupanya dh nk sbulan dh taun 2011...hmm org ckp byk dugaan masa btunang ni..darah manis huhu at 1st i'm not believe it..but now slowly have to accept dat..hmm kdg2 ade btol jgk la ape yg org dlu2 ckp tu..n really hope dat we can face all dat with patience, tolerate n luv..ya Allah kuatkan ikatan jodoh kami..semoga ianya kekal hingga ke akhir hayat..berikan kami kekuatan dan ketabahan menghadapi segala cabaran dan dugaanMU..Ya Allah,kuatkanlah cinta kami..semoga kami tidak jemu bila btemu dan tidak gelisah bila bpisah..satukan cinta kami dalam cintaMu ya Allah..amin...

spice me up

hmm 3rd week already but yet so many things not settle up huhu n now hav to cope with da morng program n xtra  class..damn monday n tuesday are tiring days 4 me huhu n smpi skrg pn blk skol plg awl ari jumaat je..tu pn lbh gk ms 12.30 br leh setel sumer..skrg ni lg la nk kna 7.20 dh ade kt skol huhu tp isnn de progrm pg so lg awl...argh continue lak slasa de xtra clas..kul 3 br leh blk..dh la jadual slasa sgt pack..hmm penat tp sgt sk bla all da works worth it! ;) smlm sgt xsangka wat spelling tuk 6B ade sorg bdk btul sumer..sgt2 hepi as 1 week i 'force' them to remember all da words...keep repeating almost da same things everyday..hmm my dear pupils...pls b gud pupils k..dont b lazy2 huhu i luv u all..kalo tgk muka sorg2 rs kesian lak..huhu now nk kena target all of u to pass in english..arghh mampu ke sy??ya Allah help me to fulfill my target..oh lupa alhamdulillah sb dpt elaun BISP hee suka2 sb dpt tunggakan 4 1yr ;) n hoping diz news can spice me up..caiyok2 gal!;)

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my emotion is not stable yet huhu from yesterday n till now..hoping this morning will make me better but yet it still there huhu i hate diz kind of feeling!!seriously wanna cry it out..burst  out everything in there..so i'll feeling better but its hard!still stuck in there huhu dunno y..wat happen to me??hmm am i asking too much?? :(

imam ghazali's last

2..2..

2nd week of 2nd yr as a ticer @SKTS huhu n worlkoad increase..seriously da busiest part are during da end and beginning of da year huhu sgt byk kereja lor..pening kepala!n azam diz yr..xmo tangguh2 keje lg dh huhu sb nnti end of da year byk nk kena setel..cm last yr sb 1st tme so byk bnda xtau yg spttnye kena wat n at last akhr taun nk kena setel everything huhu so taun ni dh tau..kena start awl2 lg!ohh terasa cm nk tros tgh tau je huhu sb byk sgt benda la awl2 taun ni..dgn sukan n hoki lg huhu seb baik hockey match end of feb n sukan pn sma gk..so setel awl dh leh relax n focus on xtra class 4 upsr..huhu kalo dh most everyday ade training..mmg xlarat la nk wat klas tmbhn camni huhu bleh bygkn bln 2 nnti akn sgt penat!hmm jgn hitam duk bjemur tgh pns dh..huhu bnasib baik ke sukan taun ni pn kena jd MC lg??hmm tp kalo ikotkn xmo dh jd mc sb pergerakkn terbatas xleh nk g jln2 huhu duk je kt ctu..tp best sb xyah bjemur  je la kot huhu mmg btol la kot kt skol ni kalo dh sape jd mc..mmg akan tetap dan bpencen la..hmm mmg xnmpk dh rmi lg cikgu bm yg len  yg spttnye lg sesuai..tp bkn ckgu bm gk yg jd pilihan huhu seb baik partner ngn k.rupi yg mmg xpert so a bit relief la skit as last year she also taught me a lot!hmm tp byk2 keje pn..terasa syg gk nk mtk pndah huhu bkn ape..sb dh tbiase dgn cikgu, staf, students n environment too..ari2 ms duk tggu kt luar klas 5A..smpt mhayati pmandangan skol from da top of skts building..hmm nice greenery view with palm oil at the corner of skol field..nmpk cm trademark skol felda kn ;) hmm kalo tkar nnti nk kena sesuaikn dgn cabaran n suasana br lak ;( pape pn..nothing permanent in diz world, rite?life is full of surprises so njoy it no matter wat ;p

1 year!

2day is my anniversary 1yr as a ticer!really unbelievable huhu already 1 yr teaching @skts..n hoping dis 1yr experience will make me bcome a better ticer..caiyok2 gal ;) hmm time is passing very fast huhu juz like a blink of eyes n 1 year already passed..hmm juz with 1yr experience n now 1 being one of so-called-important ticer 4 UPSR huhu takottt..such a big burden on my shoulder..even i got 'klas corot' but it also important to maintain da skol achievement..alhamdulillah..2nd day skol n now i slowly got da momentum..plan to make xtra class diz thursday but have to cancel due to curriculum meeting..insyaAllah nxtwek will execute da plan..may Allah bless me...amin

new year 2011

2011..hmm i've mixed feeling to welcome diz new yr huhu dunno y..mayb scared  with da big commitment diz year..teaching english 4 UPSR huhu not so easy 4 me since im not so expert in english..furthermore my major is mathematics so i didnt get enough exposure yet about english huhu with da limited experience teaching english last yr..really makes me scared n a bit blurr huhu dtg skol arini rs cm br posting..1st day teaching n also 1st day @skts..uhh seriously blurr to teach!ya Allah give me all da strength to face diz..really need courage to face it huhu have to learn more n make myself prepared..hmm 1 more..my status also change dis yr huhu n also will change to a new status again insyaAllah..hmm wat eva it is..really do hope dat i'll cope all da commitment well..hee tp hepi gak sb new yr new lappy..finally my dream comes true..n thanks to mr.fiance 4 all those things..da best celebration new yr i ever had even no fireworks ;) may Allah bless our luv 4 eva...amin n with da big heart n a new spirit..most welcome 2011!!may this year will b better n brings more happiness, prosperous n good health 4 us...happy new year 2011!!