syawal bakal tiba

juz a few days left..Ramadan akan pergi dan Syawal bakal tiba..hmm smoga tahun depan dpt bjumpa lg huhu mission 4 diz year is not accomplished! :( sy masih lemah dan perlu perbaiki lagi huhu hoping next year i still hav da chance n it will b better..amin...emm lately my appetite a bit problem huhu dunno y but 'mulut nk tp perut xnk terima' huhu sdkt keciwa sb xleh nk mkn byk..so time bbuka dpt mkn skit je :( em bdn pn cm cpt penat huhu kalo siang rs nk tdo jek..hmm mayb sb cuaca panas sgt kot..so taun ni nmpknye misi nk wat biskut ry xmnjadi juga..plan nk wat biskut arab sb my sis n me like dat cookie so much huhu tp dgn timbulnye isu xhalal minyak sapi..jd xde mood nk wat..n as like other years..only baking cakes but diz yr mayb no choc cake n replace with pandan layered cake ;) ckp sal cake td br try wat kek lapis pandan huhu xtau la jd ke x..tp thitam skit kek tu sb tleka huhu hopefully ok la..em recipe nnti next n3 la..ha ckp sal recipe..notice sumthing hehe blog ni rmi org view nk cr resepi soto..hmm mmg pn ari2 search resepi soto ayam pn cm xbyk sgt jumpe..hmm ry taun n xtau nk msk pe..rs cm nk wat soto tp rs nk mkn lontong huhu my febret 1!!nnti la decide later da menu 4 ry..ckp sal ry bj ry x gi mik lg huhu sok la..hehe taun ni sgt sk sb bj ry byk :p sb nye bj ttunggak yg xsmpt jht..ni pn lg 2 xsiap jht gk but my aunty promises to finish it up after ry b4 going back to perak ;) n my wish 4 ry diz yr..hoping ry diz yr will bring more happiness 4 me..mjelang ry ni im a bit hepi n bharap sgt doaku dmakbukkan Allah..Ya Allah aku bsyukur dgn nikmatMu dan perubahan yg aku alami dan rasai skrg..semoga ianya bertambah baik, berkekalan dan berakhir dgn kegembiraan..Hanya padaMu aku bermohon ya Allah yg Maha Esa dan Maha Berkuasa...amin... n i also hepi 4 my dear fren, Munie with her news..May Allah bless her n her baby..amin...

feet appreciation =)

hihi yesterday was feet appreciation day!! ;) finally i managed to get 2 sandals..hmm since last month i've planned to buy 2 sandals but only managed to get 1..hehe konon2 xnk mbazir sb sandals yg lg satu still ok..juz wanna add my collection since only had a very comfort sandal huhu da others are old stocks+not really into heels now..hehe tp last month TERRRbeli heels gak ;p sbnye no nice wedges ;) erm tp diz one heels yg agak selesa sb tapak die besar xruncing n look like platforms..also more stable n comfort 4 feet too ;) em ade jmpa satu bkenan tp a bit costly 4 not branded wedge sandal i guess huhu tkt nnti kn bli xtahan lama..suda serik bli sandal pe tah dlu tp jap je pki dh rosak huhu membazir duit jek  bli mahal2 pki skejap je kn?? so TERRbeli la sembonia heels sb geram time tu de sale kt jusco ;p nk kaler itam tp xde size so putih lg mnjadi pilihan..n skrg slipar yg sgt selesa itu sdh rosak huhu so tgl 1 jek yg besh yg br bli lastmonth itu..maka dgn sb itu semalam misi mndapatkn 2 besh+comfort sandals..n mission accomplished!!hehe im very happy with 2 comfort sandals hehe both are wedges type ;) err yg lg satu tu wedge ke platform ye??huhu not sure la sb nye xde la xpert sgt sal bnda ni..lgpn so many types huhu pumps la platforms la wedges la tp design cm lbh kureng je rs ;p pape pn from now no more shoppg 4 footwear..hopefully can stand at least till end of diz yr la ;) ok sila jamu mata dgn sandals sy hehe
 

 finally got da black wedge ;)

da simple 1 but very very very comfort =)

stock 4 this yr ;p

big apple donuts..1 after breaking fast n 2 for sahur 

(oh mayb no more big apple for temporary due to 'muak sgt' while eating during sahur td huhu nk abeskn 2 cm ssh sgt xcm biase laju jek ;p)

wat shud i do..how??replan!!

hmm sumthing happened recently n make me realised sumthing..i shud do sumthing n replan mayb..or the thing will b bcome worse n nothing change..as time goes by n we grow up..many things happened n they will come anytime n anywhere without any notice!thus we   need to make ourselves b prepared anytime..n may diz Ramadan brings more joy, baraqah n prosperous in my life..thus make my life better from now n future..Ya Allah..berikanlah aku petunjuk dan hidayah padaku supaya aku d jalan yang benar dan jauh dari perkara buruk dan musibah serta jauhkanlah aku dari kesempitan hidup di dunia dan di akhirat...amin...hmm im missing my home badly..n my mum too :( cant wait for skol break n going back to kg terchenta!miss my room n its odour!!oh suda msk 17 ramadan n  it almost over huhu sy suda jauh ketinggalan..sempat ke nk kejar ni??huhu ari2 stop @ juz 8 n now 22 to go??moga2 sempat  la..n really hopes it will b continue even after Ramadan yg mulia ini..insya-Allah stay istiqamah..

sy suka ramadan

bulan ramadan(<-- ini adalah ejaan yg btol dlm bhs melayu hehe credit to my rumet da BM ticer ;p) adalah sgt besh..n i like it..selain drpd bln yag sgt berkat dan dpt byk pahala kalo bbuat baik dan amal..bln ramdan gk dpt mkn besh2 ;) ms ni la mcm2 jenis mknn kite jmpe kn esp kuih-muih yg jrg ade d bln2 lain..n bln pose ni jgk dpt mlatih skil mmasak yg amat jrg dgunakn huhu maklumlah mlm jrg sgt mkn berat kalo duk kt trolak sb rs cm x berbaloi kalo msk..n d bln pose ni kitorg lnsg xbli kt bazar..1st day pose je osmet pegi bazar then dh xmau sb xbyk sgt org mjual kt ctu n mknn pn xnmpk menarik..so tiap2 ari kitorg mmsak..kelmarin cubaan utk mbuat kurma ayam kurang bjaya..even diorg ckp ok but i still not satisfied!da kurma not meet my target yet huhu mayb sb de bhn xcukup..lupa susu dah abes n kerisik pn lupa nk bli so xletak dua benda tu..next misi nk buat badak berendam n sambal kering jawa..smlm ciksu wat pai tee n cubaan mbuat kulit pai tee xbape mnjadi bentuk ye huhu ade yg ok n ade yg x ok..tp not bad la 4 1st time kn :) n today ciksu wat ketupat sotong..so da tau caner nk wat..even 1st time buat tp rs sgt sdp n xmanis sgt so i loike..nnt blk kg nk try wat lg skali la..hmm xsabar nk blk msk n buat kuih kt kg..beshnye kalo dpt bk pose kt kg..even tiap2 wiken blk umh ciksu bk pose mkn besh2 huhu tp xsma dgn bk kt umah sdri :( hmm im homesick right now!huhu lmbtnye ct skol...sy mau blk buka pose kt kg :( ikotkn ati nk je blk mgu dpn ct nuzul Quran tp mls nk drive+budget pn xde wat baiki kete huhu..lgpn mgu dpnye dh ct huhu so tpaksa la bsabar...

..past..future..

they say past is past..

we need to move on to see the future..

but how can we move on

when our past is only thing that we ever wanted in the future..

Kurma Ayam

sgt lama mau cuba masak kurma ayam tp asek postponed jek..so sempena bln pose ni nk gak try wat skali..em igt sok nk wat tp skali xde ubi kentang lak sok kena p bli dlu sok then br leh buat..bhn2 lain dh ade cuma kentang je..rempah kurma dh bli last sunday ari2..resepi pn dh tnye ciksu aritu..so juz tggu hasilnye ;) n here da recipe...

bhn2 (sukatan pandai2 la ye )


ayam
rempah kurma
santan
bwg mrh - dkisar atau dracik halus
bwg putih - dkisar atau dracik halus
halia  - dkisar atau dracik halus
kentang
kerisik 
sedikit susu pekat
kayu manis, bunga lawang , cengkih (optional)
bwg bsar belah empat
cili hijau


cara2


tumis bwg2 yg dikisar dan masukkkan halia serta kayu manis, bunga lawang dan bunga cengkih hingga naik bau..
kemudian masukkan rempah adabi yang telah dicampur dgn sedikit air. 
biarkn seketika kemudian masukkan ayam dan gaul hingga sebati..
agak2 ayam dah separuh masak..boleh masukkan santan dan kacau..
then masukkan sedikit susu pekat, cili hijau, bwg besar..
biarkan hingga mendidih kemudian msukkan ubi kentang dan kerisik dan masak hingga kentang empuk...

heavily rain in Trolak

almost every day is heavily rain @Trolak..but today the rain comes a bit early..usually it will start after the breaking fast n till night but the rainfall will b slowly down nearly to isya'..Alhamdulillah anugerah Allah hmm talk about rain..it remind me to da last sunday which was another not so good day 4 me but not so bad i guess..but i was a bit sad that day :( last sunday i moved out a bit early from puncak since i was alone coz my rumet took her MC to took care of her father @hosp..expected to reach trolak b4 breaking fast n also wanna stop buy @market 4 a while to buy some groceries..n luckily da rain falls heavily after i reached home..cant imagine drove alone in da heavy rain huhu have experienced once n i dont want more!but da unlucky part was i juz noticed a crack in the winsdcreen became longer after halfway drive from my aunt's house huhu a bit cuak+panic n almost cried since in 2days da crack became longer :( worried if da mirror will b break while i was driving so called my father to ask what should i did huhu n a bit cool after spoke with him..then i called my auntie who worked at perodua to ask about the price of windscreen huhu sgt mahal lor..cermin je da 300++ n upah mayb 200++ depends on workshop!ayyoo ini mau budget in 600 gk..oohh in da middle of month n nk ry ni..my money will gone as like dat huhuhu sgt sedih xdapat nk shopping ry..last 2months juz spend 500++ to repair da car n now have to spend more again!uhhh sedey :( dugaan bulan yg mulia ini huhu pantang dpt duit lbh skit mest ade nk kena blnje..keretaku syg...jgn buat hal lg ye??sy syggggggg kamu!!!hmm br igt duit kutu nk spend 4 ry n saving sket..n now have to change da plan :( so otw back to trolak i was in da gloom mood..n da mood became worse as have to break fast alone!huhu so sad have to eat alone..n da worst part have to eat in da room since da lamp @living room wat hal duk bekelip2 jek :( hampeh tol..arghh sgt xbesh bbuka sorg2!hmm dats a strory of heavily rain @ trolak ;p  em but my day was not so bad at all coz my BB suddenly can work out! :) lastwek lsng xleh online n have to break for facebooking n surfing for a week but now da bleh..hmm Allah itu Maha Adil n Maha Saksama..He knows better 4 us..as He gives us beautiful rainbow after the rain..Allah hanya mnguji hambaNya yg disayangi..opss hav to stop now n cook 4 breaking fast ;) slmt bbuka...