my dear baby

Thursday, May 6, 2010

after 5 months...

finally after 5months..i cried in front of my pupils wahaha shamed me! ;p dunno y but the tears start to drop on my cheeks...but felt so relieved after that!mmg dh xtahan sgt dgn klas tu hoho tiap2 ari msk nk kena mnjerit+mrh2+denda2 br nk diam n bleh ngajar uhuhu tu pn bape minit sgt..dh xlarat nk  pukul+cubt dah..as i said b4 i dont like cubit2 or pukul2 ni..prefer denda tp diorg xksh lnsg dgn denda hohoho poor me!tp sumtimes pukul+cubit pn xjd kesan gk...xcukup sakit ke my dear pupils?mayb sb dh penat sgt arini..klas straight je xsmpt nk rest..plus dgn xtau nk wat pe lg ngan diorg..pukul+cubit pn buat kesian kt bdn diorg je skt tp xde kesan pn..plg lama 10 mnt la kot diorg leh duk diam pay attention..after that hoho lnsg xtarak!things like dat sumtimes makes me felt so down n a bit regretted!hmm not really regret la but juz wondering..how long can i stay in dis line??*sigh* Ya Allah berikan ku kekuatan hadapi cabaran ini dan permudahkanlah urusan ku..amin......  

2 comments:

mala_yusof said...

sabar ye dear...
mana tau lepas nie dorang insaf kan...:)

insal said...

thanks..hmm so far ok2 la tp ade gak time2 bsg tu uhuhu xleh nk wat pe..bdk2 kn..bsabar je la..