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ada NUR dikejauhan

hmm quite long time no 'madah2 bhelah' ni ye ;p hehe so here some dat i juz find out from my collections..yup ada nur dkejauhan yg tidak kite sedari ;) still believe in Allah no matter what n HE knows da best for us...

K.E.M.A.L.A.S.A.N

aohhhhhh lately im soooooooooo lazy!huhuhu dunno la not into mood to do anything...byk je keje tp tu la MALAS..nk duk lepak ats katil ngadap laptop ni je huhu pdhal xde wat pape pn..tup2 tlena...uhhhhhhh ape nk jd ni??hmm tu la kemalasan sgt menguasai diri dan sy tidak mampu tuk mlawan haha bkn xmampu tp xnk mlawan ;p hmm xbleh jd ni..mesti jd RAJIN...uhhh mn RAJIN sy mhilang??plssss come my dear RAJIN...huhuhu sbnrnye kemalasan adalah kelemahan dlm diri sendiri..dan rajin adalah kekuatan dlm diri sendiri...n now im so weak?? ;p uhh tidakkkkk sy perlu kuattt!!!!dan juga RAJINNNNNNNNN ;)

new timetable

can't wait 4 da new timetable hehe a bit xcited actually 2 start with new timetable ;) hmm but also a bit worried if it's not as i thought huhu worried if  it worse than b4..hmm dunno la dis new timetable will b ok or not but i'm juz like tired with da pupils who are not scared with me at all..sgt penat nk mjerit2 kt kelas 3b tu huhu rsnye da whole school know how hard i'm screaming @3b but nobody in da class listen huhu diorg leh wat selamba badak je..skt ati tul!n now i juz wanna move on with da new class n with da new approaches hihi wanna b more strict  n GARANG ;p kalo bleh la but dunno la caner n how long they will b scare of me ;p emm let me list whether da new time table will b better or not ;) n hopefully no more class right after recess everyday..xsukaaa huhu

Gud :

1. new classes n new pupils
2. cant start new approaches + rules
3. teaching maths n only 1 english class 4 year 1
4. no more class teacher of 3B
5. no need to teach 4C n 3B

bad :

1. hav to teach year 1 english + maths
2. class teacher of year 1 huhu luckily 1A
3. haish teaching maths 4 1B??
4. hmm no more class with 2A..my best class =(
5. teaching period increase from 29 to 31!aiyyo..
6. ohh hav to do xtra lesson plan 4 pj la coz different year

ohh nooooo bad is more than gud??how come ni??is it da new schedule will be worse??katakan tidak...tp kalo ikot kn logik cm ye gak coz teaching time increase from 29 to 31..1hour xtra tu huhu n plus i'll have 2 main subject to focus which are maths n bi...huhu kalo dlu fokus on english jek...hmm ni dh la year 1 maths n year 5 huhu dunno la but hopefully will b better then now..co'z already tired with da pupils i've now..wanna new pupils who scared with me haha poyos! ;p

oh July!

feel like im waiting 4 july..hmm but part of me doesnt want da july comes!arghhh ive mixed feeling right now...hmm but wat i know is my salary 4 july is running out so fast...damn it!!uhuhu im not shopping yet la..tp almost pokai!huhu ni gara2 service kete punye psal la..abes lari budget 4 diz month =( tme2 nk njoy ni byk lak nk kena tukar itu tukar ini...arghhh ni la penangan ade kete..tpksa la trima dgn tabah uhukuhuk..hmm i think july  will b not gud 4 me but i still do hope everything will b ok n not so bad as i thought!rs cam mnggu hukuman pn ye gk haha tp hukuman yg cm dh tau ape keputusannye...hmm so hav to b prepared n receive with open heart huhuhu dunno la..oh july!!

closing of skol break

last sunday i went to senawang as my friend asked me to accompany her for attending her friend's wedding..n after that we planned to follow her ofismates to melaka..felt like a bit bored since we already went there but surprising i enjoyed dis 2nd time trip!;) especially da trishaw ride n night view..n not forget da new friends haha they were so cool n funny!cant forgot da time while otw back from sekam ikan bakar uhuhu my mouth juz like cramp due to laugh without stop ;p n 4 da conclusion, i like MELAKA! ;) plan to go there again juz to enjoy da night trip only ;p wanna ride cruise n menara taming sari @ night..mest cantek kn ;) ari2 xsmpt nk nek sb plan nk g jonker walk..erm jonker walk juz like other uptown or downtown la..but like a shop there..da jonker gallery!da t-shirts there were very nice n cool..da price also affordable ;) iskh kalo de branch dkt area kl trigin nk bli lg bj2 itu hihi nnti nk google la kot2 de  kn ;p oh ya nextme also wanna try  seafood @umbai..last saturday da seafood was so-so only..mayb da place was right, sekam but i guess we got da wrong restaurant..thought that only 1 restaurant @sekam tu..upe2nye jeti nelayan n byk2 kdai..xtau yg mn satu besh so gamble je..k here  will attach da pics of our meals..em overall im glad that my skol break ended well..even though unplanned!n i chose my intuition not to go 'there' is da best way i guess..its' better to give a time n some space 4 dat...hmm b prepared to let go all the things that i've hold 4 a long time... 

kurus??

hmm am i loss my weight??dont think so bcause last med. check up my weight is juz normal..em i mean same as b4 but a bit less than 2yrs back during my working time @MBSB..however it's only 2-3kg  less i guess..n my weight now is more to compare with my study time @UTM..hmm but y people keep said that 'nmpk kurus skrg' uhuhu when is da last time they meet me??*wondering* hmm so sgt confuse skrg co'z i dont feel dat im thin..last 2days my friends had stopped by @my house while they were otw to p.perhentian for their honeymoon..n surprising she said that im look thin!walla wei we juz meet a few weeks ago 4 celebrating ur bachelor's party uhuhu xkn obvious sgt kot coz i think dat i ate a lots recently..n now i notice that my stomach can't stand with hungry huhu 1 day compulsory to take heavy meal..kalo x rs cm nk demam uhuhu dunno y...erm but since they were said dat i'm thin..so i've tried a few old clothes since my study time..hihi surprising they fit well..hmm confuse my body shrank or wat??huhu coz my weight still maintain...hmm pape pn im ok with this size n hope no more increment on my weight hehe but i like 4 decrement on my weight hee wanna get back my lowest weight record ;) emm b4 dis im dreaming weight of 45kg..but now i change my mind huhuhu 45kg is not suit 4 me i guess..nant looks skinny cm skeleton ;p so juz enough keep maintain as now or with my lowest weight record =)

juz a few days left

haish hati mula rs xsedap uhuhu sindrom long leave has start!tomorrow will b off to puncak with da boys..plan on thurs br nk g sna tp ayhsu suruh bdk2 tu blk awl skit haha sb dh 1mgu lbh blk kg duk rileks j..xhengat nk stud tuk exam...hmm so my plan was changed..off to there 1day earlier..hmm bosan2 duk umh pn tp bla nk p mest ati rs xbesh :( syg nk tgl umh n bilikku kot haha tahla..but no choice n hav to..hmm spending da time today wisely hihi wise ke?juz do normal routine n hav plan to fry spiral pasta 4 my cutiey cousins..dh lama bli spiral tu tp xsmpt nk buat uhuhu nk tggu next blk tkt dah xpired kn mbazir lak..so now google da easiest recipe hehe kalo xjmpe nmpknye hav to use my own recipe lor ;p last cooking at home..