hola October!

hmm i guess my opening october was not so gud  but it was not so bad at all..n really hope it will better n better *prayer* da early wiken of october was so enjoyable hung out wit x-ofismate+ate seafood..for almost 1yr no lepaking together n now our day!really  mish da old days n it recalled our old memories!hmm but da opening weekdays was no so gud huhu have to let go da thing dat i held for so long really made me down n sad :'( started da gloom monday n it became worse when our landlord wanna increase da rent!huh sgt skt ati sb x smpi staun pn dh nk naikkn!!arghh berkira tol pkck mkck tua tuh huhu mmg la xbyk tp still rs xbes sb skrg kitorg collect rm100 per person for house including rental+bils+household..huhu kalo die naikkan means kitorg kena increase da collection for bill+household things!!sgt xsuka..mennciiiii!!hmm cant wait 4 diz wiken n wanna live life to the fullest huhu

A sad thing about life is that when
you meet someone who means a lot to
you, only to find out in the end that
it was never bound to be and we just
have to let go... =(

life isn't fair but it's still good

hmm sumtimes cant keep thinking life is unfair to me but yet it's still not so bad at all huhu my bad!as a Muslim i should believe in Allah n His will..everything happens 4 a reason..He knows better 4 us..n mayb i'm not good enough yet for Him to fulfill my prayer..believe in Him n insyaAllah sumday the time will come..n i'm also thankful 4 what i've now..hmm even da rainbow juz apperars 4 a while but it was so lovely+great n im happy 4 dat too..may it will appear again n remain forever with me *prayer* people said "don't compare ur life to others as u have no idea what their journey is all" hmm mayb..luaran nmpk indah tp d dalam siapa yg tau kn?? huhu no one is in charge of ur happiness except u..so smile n laugh more even it's hard..coz it will keep the energy vampires away..hmm sometimes it cant work at all!da outside looks happy but da inside cry it loud! n it hurt a lot =( but life is too short to waste time hate anyone..thus lets forgive everyone for everything..remember that u're too blessed to b stressed...No matter how u feel, get up, dress up n show up!The BEST is yet to come...believe in ALLAH!however good or bad situation is, it will change..realize that life is a school n u're here to learn, pass all ur tests...problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear n fade away like algebra class but the lesson u learn will last a lifetime...thanks Allah 4 every nikmat dat U gave me...n may my life will b better n better+keep on the right path...aminnnnn

about LOVE

To My Friends Who Are…MARRIED
Love is not about “it’s your fault”,
but “I’m sorry”, not “where are you’
but “I’m right here”, not “how could
you” but “I understand”, not “I wish
you were”, but “I’m thankful you are.”

To My Friends Who Are…ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is
not the years spent together but how
good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are…NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn’t about becoming somebody
else’s “perfect person.” It’s about
finding someone who helps you become
the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are…HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive
heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are…NAIVE
H ow to be in love: Fall but don’t
stumble, be consistent but not too
persistent, share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand, and
get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are…SEARCHING
True love cannot be found where it
does not truly exist, nor can it be
hidden where it truly does. Love is
magic. The more we hide it, the more
it shows; the more you suppress it,
the more it grows.

*To My Friends Who
Are…PLAYBOY /GIRL TYPE
*Never say I love if you don’t care.
Never talk about feelings if they
aren’t there. Never touch a life if
you mean to break a heart. Never look
in the eye when what you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a
girl is to let her fall in love when
he doesn’t intend to catch her fall.

To My Friends Who Are…POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one
you love happy with someone else but
it’s more painful to know that the one
you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are…AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with
someone. It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you. But love
hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are…STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is that when
you meet someone who means a lot to
you, only to find out in the end that
it was never bound to be and we just
have to let go.

To My Friends Who Are…SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you
chase it, the more it eludes you. But
if you just let it fly, it would come
to you when you least expect it. Love
can make you happy but often times it
hurts, but love’s only special when
you give it to someone who is worth
it. So take your time and choose the
best!

Three things never return:

the past, the neglected opportunity,

and the spoken word
 

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juz read it @other's blog..like it so copy n paste ;) 

esok raya!

esk ry but i dont get da feeling huhu my flu pls away so i can celebrate ry nicely :( hmm cake ade lg xabes buat..kek lapis pandan, kek batek n cup cakes..pandan layered cake da buat 2 bj n dah abes pn..igt xlarat nk buat dh tp bla tgk my dad like it n my mum pn asyik duk suruh je huhu kena wat gak la..cup cakes pn tggl half je so kena tmbh lg..n kek batek mmg xwat lnsg lg..hmm igt nk wat choc cake tp postponed la kot sb xlarat sgt ni huhu lontong pn xtau la jd ke x taun ni..cm mls nk wat sb xbrape larat..lgpn dh tempah ns dagang + satay..huhu tp nk mkn lontong..kalo x wat xleh mkn la taun ni sb xde org wat huhu da tnye menu masing2 n xde pn yg wat lontong :( hmm hopefully get da energy to do all those things..td bdn rs cm xbape best..tp da telan ubat sahur td..n wish it will recover soon!sy nk ry dgn besh esk dan mnikmati mkn2 itu semua huhu 1st time dpt flu mnjelang ry dan sgt tidak selesa..ptt la lately bdn cm xlarat..kelmarin pn tekak rs xbesh upenya nk kena flu :(

Aku menanti saat itu..saat kita akan bertemu..

Aku berdoa utk seorang yang akan menjadi sebahagian dariku,seorang yang mencintaiMu lebih dari segalanya,seorang yang hidup bukan hanya diri sendiri tetapi untukMu,seorang yang bukan hanya mencintaiku tetapi jua menghormati aku,seorang yang bukan hanya memujaku tetapi menasihatiku ketika salah,seorang yang mencintaiku bukan kerana kecantikan rupa parasku tetapi kecantikan hatiku.

Aku berdoa Ya Allah untuk seorang yang TIDAK SEMPURNA sehingga aku menyempurnakannya di mataMu,seorang yang begitu menginginkan doaku dalam kehidupannya,seorang yang inginkan dukunganku sebagai peneguhnya,seorang yang dambakan senyumanku di matanya menghilangkan kedukaannya,yang menginginkanku untuk menyempurnakan dirinya jua.

Aku berdoa Ya Allah jadikanlah aku perempuan yang dapat membanggakannya,berikan aku hati yang sungguh menyintaiMu,sehingga aku dapat menyintainya dengan cintaMu,bukan sekadar cintaku,berikanlah rohMu yang lembut sehingga kecantikanku datang dariMu dan bukan dari luaranku,berikanlah aku tanganMu agar mampu kuberdoa selalu untuknya,berikanlah aku mataMu sehingga dapat ku melihat yang baik dalam dirinya dan bukan hal yang buruk sahaja tentangnya,berikan aku mulutMu yang penuh dengan kebijaksanaanmu dan pembakar semangatnya dan bibirMu agar dapat ku tersenyum padanya tiap pagi.

Dan bilamana akhirnya kami akan bertemu,aku berharap kami akan berkata.."Betapa besar kuasaMu Ya Allah kerana Engkau memberikan padaku seorang yang dapat membuat hidupku sempurna"

Aku mengerti Engkau menginginkanku bertemunya pada waktu yang tepat dan Engkau akan membuat segala sesuatunya indah pada waktu yang Engkau tetapkan..

juz copy it from my friend's note @FB...hmm nice words...n pray 4 it too..amin..

syawal bakal tiba

juz a few days left..Ramadan akan pergi dan Syawal bakal tiba..hmm smoga tahun depan dpt bjumpa lg huhu mission 4 diz year is not accomplished! :( sy masih lemah dan perlu perbaiki lagi huhu hoping next year i still hav da chance n it will b better..amin...emm lately my appetite a bit problem huhu dunno y but 'mulut nk tp perut xnk terima' huhu sdkt keciwa sb xleh nk mkn byk..so time bbuka dpt mkn skit je :( em bdn pn cm cpt penat huhu kalo siang rs nk tdo jek..hmm mayb sb cuaca panas sgt kot..so taun ni nmpknye misi nk wat biskut ry xmnjadi juga..plan nk wat biskut arab sb my sis n me like dat cookie so much huhu tp dgn timbulnye isu xhalal minyak sapi..jd xde mood nk wat..n as like other years..only baking cakes but diz yr mayb no choc cake n replace with pandan layered cake ;) ckp sal cake td br try wat kek lapis pandan huhu xtau la jd ke x..tp thitam skit kek tu sb tleka huhu hopefully ok la..em recipe nnti next n3 la..ha ckp sal recipe..notice sumthing hehe blog ni rmi org view nk cr resepi soto..hmm mmg pn ari2 search resepi soto ayam pn cm xbyk sgt jumpe..hmm ry taun n xtau nk msk pe..rs cm nk wat soto tp rs nk mkn lontong huhu my febret 1!!nnti la decide later da menu 4 ry..ckp sal ry bj ry x gi mik lg huhu sok la..hehe taun ni sgt sk sb bj ry byk :p sb nye bj ttunggak yg xsmpt jht..ni pn lg 2 xsiap jht gk but my aunty promises to finish it up after ry b4 going back to perak ;) n my wish 4 ry diz yr..hoping ry diz yr will bring more happiness 4 me..mjelang ry ni im a bit hepi n bharap sgt doaku dmakbukkan Allah..Ya Allah aku bsyukur dgn nikmatMu dan perubahan yg aku alami dan rasai skrg..semoga ianya bertambah baik, berkekalan dan berakhir dgn kegembiraan..Hanya padaMu aku bermohon ya Allah yg Maha Esa dan Maha Berkuasa...amin... n i also hepi 4 my dear fren, Munie with her news..May Allah bless her n her baby..amin...