too emotional??

huhu dunno y but lately i feel like i'm too emotional..senang terasa wiv people around me..y??isn't the syndrome of being single at this age??huhu i hope it's not..yet still many people out there are single hehe so i don't think it's wrong being single at my age..tah la mayb sb lately ni sgt terasa 'tekanan' about diz matters so i'm being so sensitive even juz a small things..hmm it's hard to make all people around us happy n  we're happy too..rite? i know they juz want me to b happy n i wanna too..but i dont think it's the time yet..i'm not ready n still afraid of being dumped again!!seriously i afraid to put on hope again..once is  enough n i afraid if it happens again..i couldn't afford to face it anymore..n diz time being i really need friends to support me huhu but lately really feel there's not so many friends can hang out wif..everyone are bz with their own life..ya i understand it juz sometimes i feel too emotional ;p haa i think i know y la..hehe the 'time' is juz a round the corner so no wonder la i'm being like this ;) pape pn rs a bit relieve after jot down everything so lyn je la..this is my blog kn? ;p emm but i'm a bit realize after meeting up my friend last night..he suddenly mentions about the arrival, anti christ n dajjal..then also found out a blog of my friend who have gimme lots of info bout religon..all of that make me thinks about my life now..y i'm so eager to full of my life with 'so-called-worldly-things'??yes, yet so many things i wanna do in my life..but lately i'm so careless about my hereafter life..the only one i've done juz my prayer..huhu tu pn btol2 sempurna ke??uhh sy sgt leka dan lalai..so gal, pls wake up!!find out ur true happiness...

DOA

Bila ALLAH cepat makbulkan Doamu, maka Dia menyayangimu, Bila Dia lambat makbulkan Doamu, maka Dia ingin mengujimu, Bila Dia tidak makbulkan Doamu, maka dia merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu..Oleh itu, sentiasalah bersangka baik pada ALLAH dalam apa jua keadaan pun kerana kasih sayang ALLAh mendahului kemurkaanNya...

 

juz got it from one of my friend's blog...prnh jmpe kata2 ni but in english..da meaning is same but diz one got a bit addition..really like diz words n really need these courage words especially in diz current moment...

plan xjd!!

hmm dunno y but lately all my plan ruined or exactly canceled!!huhu sedey tol..mmula plan nk p cameron xjd sb de skol ganti..then CNY nk p PD tp xjd gk sb apt penuh..then diz wiken nk ride ATV tp xjd gk huhu n smlm im almost cried when got a msg huhu die msg xjd nk wat passport sb kwn die nk blk awl huhu means xsmpt nk jumpe gk!!mlm kemarin elok2 je nk teman die p wat pasport..hmm not in my intention pn blk CNY nk jmpe die..saje je msg mlm kelmarin ckp nk jmpe..xsangka die ok n ajak teman die g wat pasport since i dunno where to go here..nk ajak p jln2 smlm tp bla pk jam cm mls lak..lgpn nk p tgk adam hmm ok je plan tup2 mlm smlm die msg xjd blk jhr tgh hr..kwn die nk blk awl hmm sgt sedih!!n now rs sgt x bsemangat nk wat pape lg..hmm caiyok2 gal!!!Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan..amin...

2nd wiken here

again spending da wiken @trolak!!hav to since tomorrow is skol replacement for CNY huhu so dh mls nk p kl sb not worth it la..ptg ahd nk kena mai dh huhu buat penat+bazir duit myk jek..better duduk je cni muhasabah dri haha btol la..buat pe yg ptt..pk blk bout skol n how to improve my teaching..how to get their attention n interest bout d lesson..espcially 4c n 3b tuh huhu 3b ni lately rs cm semakin xterkawal..ari2 cm ok gk tp skrg diorg cm makin bisg lak huhu poning nk pk tempt duduk diorg ni...caner eyh??xnk bg diorg bsg tp nmpknye caner2 pn diorg mmg geng satu klas tuh..hmm dh la mggu penat sb 'monthly matter' huhu diorg lak wat hal...aduii tiap2 ari ade je tmbh cabarannye..tp diz week a bit hepi when i managed to give d work to bdk2 asli =) n xsangka yg klas 4c tuh bleh gk mngeja..kdg2 cm better dari bdk2 tuh lak haha tah la poning la kalo duk pk sal diorg ni..now wat pe yg termampu n bsabar la..ikhlaskn diri mngajar kerana Allah..insya-Allah diorg akan bk pintu ati tuk trima pe yg ajar..btol x? ;)

a call!!

hihi i was so hepi last nite!!finally die called jgk..really expecting msg dr die pn..hmm tp xsangka pulak die akan call kn...juz feel like a dream je!!!ya a sweetdreams n after i woke up..everything gone huhuhu only can remember the moment in mind..tp xpe la sy  sudh puas ati apa yg sy dpt skrg..hmm org ckp jgn tamak2 sgt kn??trima dgn rela apa yg ade..mmg xsangka sgt2 die akan call n tnye khabar...ye la juz mnunggu msg die je hmm so i deserve to hepi wat i've got now,ayte? ;p i'm also proud to myself sb bjaya dgn sabar menahan diri drpd contact die lnsg for about 1 month huhu sgt payah esp bla lama xnmpk die online so mmg tertanya2 mana die menghilang...dh p sngapore ke ape kn??ye la sb slalu nmpk ade je die online n selama 1 bln tu gak die xde..juz skali kot ari2 de nmpk huhu tp bjaya jgk mnahan diri dr sapa die huhu i've done my best..hmm tah la dunno y mmg ssh sgt nk lupa die..as my fwen asked me b4..kalo de org len confess nk trime ke??hmm i dunno coz my heart didnt fully belongs to me yet...*sigh*

Adnan Sempit

semalam br lyan cite nih..hmm not bad la 4 malay movie kot hehe boleh dtgk n x rugi 4 money ;p emm jln citenye biase je n rs sgt bodoh haha best tgk cite ni sbb kebodohan adegan+skrip2 d dlm nih haha lawak duk tgk benda2 bodoh ni smpi leh ketawa so xmemboringkan..em lg satu sk cite ni sb slalu ade lagu yg mmg kena ngn dialog tme diorg tgh ckp tuh hehe kalo tgk blk cm mmg typikal je jln cite..tp tu la dgn  adenye adegan yg sempoi n bodoh itulah yg mbuatkan kite ketawa n secara tdk lnsg mmbuatkan kite leh lyn n x boring ;p so kalo rate em leh bg 3 1/2 stars je kot haha sb sy ni kedekut skit ;p tp overall cite ni bleh lyn la..cite ringan n utk hiburkan ati sbnye pas tgk cite ni ilang skit 'kebengangan' sy tuk kelmarin..bleh release la huhu

BBB - Jangan Bilang Tidak

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Cintaku dulu tlah ku buang jauh
Kini ku inginkanmu

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Walaupun bibir penuh gelak tawa
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dlm duk dgr2 lgu dlm laptop ttba cm best lak lagu ni hehe xtau bla dwld n caner leh ade but really like the lyrics ;p