wiken @puncak alam

hmm i guess my routine will be same as 2yrs ago again!!hihi will spend over my wiken here if no works or programs during wiken..but i like to spend my wiken here wif alif..haha td die dh tnye 'k.long nk blk esk ea?2ari je k.long dtg cni' haha my boy..dont worry la..i'll come again mayb nxt nxt wek hehe coz nxt wek my famili will come to trolak so no more wiken here for nxtwek only la ;p hmm arini xde aktivit jln2..g servis kete, blk tervs ttdo then bwk aliff jln2 kt playgrnd n psr mlm..xbyk aktivit pn abes gk duit rm200 huhu sb servs kete pnye psal..arini bgn sgt pg sb nk bsh bj then siap2 p servis kete huhu melayang duit rm140 sb tkr tyr dpn g blkg n yg blkg g dpn then wat aligmnt+balancg sumer2 tuh huhu xmo wat tp kena gk sb tyr dpn 2 cm teruk skit..dunno y huhu tp mmg sumer2 tyr 2 tuggu ms nk tkr je..juz tggu gj je sb skrg xde duit..ckp sal servis kete..ni 1st time x p pero2 hehe saje nk try kalo kt luar caner..hmm murh skit la kot tp stil mhl gk sb gna myk pero2 yg dh 75 hinggit sebotol huhu...so nk servis len kali plg min pn kna ade duit almost 200 gk kot..n thanks to my fren sb temn p servis td huhu kalo nk arap p sorg mest x p dh kot..rs2 nnti at last anta pero2 servis gk la jwbnye..hehe thanks 4 spendg ur time pas2 tpksa lak kna tmn g bli brg jap n bli pizza 4 aliff..huhu aliff mngidam pizza..ms nk p servis die nk ikut tp x bg sb die x sht sgt pas2 tkt cirit lg haha so tnye die nk kirim ape..skali ckp pizza adoi hangus duit gua..tp xpe la bla igt ksian lak sb die xmkn sgt lg arini..lgpn bape ari dh cksu ckp die nk pizza haha siap ckp adik mimp mkn pizza yg ade cheese lbh..pg td pn bgn2 ckp adik mimp mkn roti ade krim..seb baik ade kt umh..kalo x mest nk kena bli..tp arini ok skit la..dh bleh nk ajk p jln2..siap main kt playground n p psr mlm lg..tp stil x aktif sgt n mulut pn xbyk ckp lg..pretty bored skit la..tp selera mkn ok skit dh mkn  even skit hehe klakar igt ms bwk blk pizza td..sk sgt dpt pizza..tp bgs igt nk say thanks haha siap ckp nnti adik byr..ms mkn  mulut duk ckp sdpnye..haha tp mkn x abis gk pn 1 slice..haa ms blk psr mlm td ttba die ckp k.long ni terror mcm superman la haha dunno y he said dat but i guess coz i've fullfilled his wish kot..bli pizza n bwk die p jln2 ;p hehe td lupa nk tnye y he said dat sb cm stun jap bla die ckp cm2 haha y must like superman??..~lol

aliff demam

ksian..aliff demam+cirit dh 3ari..cm pretty bored skit blk cni sb aliff dmm so xde mulut bertihnye nk bercerita+bckp xhenti2..diam je xckp byk sb xlarat sgt..tp arini dh ok skit bleh bgn..hmm klakar lak dgr cite aliff sal nk p skol..die cm ok skit nk p skol sb nk nek bes..ksian tol bdk jakun nek bas..nmpknye my bride 4 him agk bjaya jgk hehe aritu bg die keychain jersey football nk pujk suh p skol n jgn nangis2..kalo x p nnti k.long mik blk..hmm dlm rmi2 cousins..aliff plg closed sb dr kecik slalu dtg cni main2 dgn die.. bout 2yrs almost my wiken spent with him..so bla duk peng aritu..jrg2 jmpe die slalu ckp rindu k.long..suh k.long dtg cni hihihi terasa sgt diri ini dsayangi..n plg tharu skali bla 1st time dtg umh die sjk duk peng..he shown me how he missed me..slalu duk bkepit je n tba2 dtg peluk haha so sweet la..pas2 pesn 'k.long jgn blk lg tau'..'nnti k.long dtg umh adk lg ye?' mmg skali skale dtg since duk peng die slalu pesn suh dtg lg..jgn blk lg huhu mklumla slalu lepk dgn die slalu kn..plg klakar bla smpi je..die dtg n peluk 'adk rindu k.long' hihi aliff..aliff..hmm bdk kecik kn..very honest to show his feeling...bla tnya pn die ckp adk rindu k.long je..xrindu k.yan (my sis) sb my sis tuh jrg2 jmpe die..2yrs @ kl make me closed with my aunt's kids..bla igt blk cm dejavu..dulu2 ms cksu nk kawen rs sdh sgt sb kitorg closed ngn die..ckp nnti kalo die dh kawen mest x best sb die dh ade ank nnt haha now its happen to me back..ms mak diorg duk ckp2 sal kawen..diorg ckp xnk bg k.long kawen..same reason as me also hehe sb nnti xbest dh xbleh bwk p jln2...haha mcm la slalu sgt bwk diorg jln2 pn..hmm my dear cousins..u'll hav more time with me coz still dunno when 'it' will happen...

missing??

hmm am i missing sum1??i guess so huhu br 10 ari xde msg die tp rs sgt lama..dh la agk lama xnmpk die online..kalo dlu ok la xmsg but nmpk die online so i know die ade..but now xtau lnsg huhu nk tggu die msg cm xtau la..uhh mcm sgt bodoh je duk igt kt die..tp die ntah xde igt lnsg kot huhu poor me!!!azam thn ni even dh failed huhu but i still wanna try to go on..yeah still have to b tough enough to face anythings...tp mmg ssh sgt nk lupa die..kdg2 cm bodoh pn ye gk sb stil rs cm terikat n bsalah kalo kuar ngn org lain..n rs sgt x adil utk org itu jgk huhu tahla dunno when i'll b ok..as people always said..juz give time, a time...n i hope the time will b come with a happy ending...

you're my sunshine

 You're my sunshine

my only sunshine

you make me happy

when skies are grey

you'll never know dear

how much i love you

please don't take 

my sunshine away...

juz found out this song @others web hehe remember this song when i was primary school..my friend used to introduce this song to me n i really like it..lama btol x dgr lagu ni...

unhappy

dunno y but i'm so sad since last night..hmm perubahan hormon mayb??haha tah la tp sy sgt sedih skrg..rs sgt ingin menangis tp malu sama ousemate br sy ;p huhu n i guess d new izni for this new yr was failed!!huhu failed since the day i came to trolak by myself =( igtkan dh bsr ni i can survive alone haha upenye yet i'm still juz like a girl..still cried 4 the little things that i've faced..uhh wat a shamed of me!!!rite now..im really wish that i could have 'pintu masa doraemon' so i can go anywhere anytime that i liked!!hmm but now i juz can pray that i can b tough enough to face evrything by my own..cry is gud therapy for me i guess haha btol sb bla kite nangis kite akan rasa lega sgt pas2...

a week @SK Trolak Selatan

hmm cpt je dh 1mggu upenye ngajar kt skol tuh..n arini br rs btul2 ngajar follow d syllabus sb br dpt bku teks n yearly plan tuk subject yg ajar..huhu tp 1mggu ngajar tekak dh rs skt..kena minum air byk2..mklumla ct pnjg n suara pn x dgunakn sgt haha skrg kena mnjerit je tiap2 ari..nk2 msk klasku itu..4C yg amat nakal!!xtau dh nk wat grg caner lg..rsnye dh cukp grg tp ee geram ade je yg duk main2..nsb baik skit je kalo rmi bleh jd haru jwbnye...tp 1mggu ni adalh mggu yg amat kaco bilau huhu pening ngn orientasi tah pape dgn laporan yg kpm nk suh wat hehe tp 2nd day je blk lmbt..ari2 len xde pape pn haha PK2 sumer pn bz sb 1st wek kn..byk bnda nk setel..kitorg yg br ni lagi la..nk catch up dgn tugas yg br dpt lg..huhu nk2 dpt gru klas lak tuh!!adoi poning sb byk bnda yg xtau psal tugas gru klas ni..nk isi rekod kdtgan la..setel yuran..siapkn list nm pas2 jadual tugas..hmm pas2 kna lak ajar BI huhu a bit sedih xdpt ajar maths lnsg =( n dpt lak PSV yg mmg out of bidg..ni jadual tukr n PK1 ckp xajar PSV dh..ajar PJ drjah 1??hmm better kot sb xyah nk kena lukis2 ke ape huhu i'm really not into art la..bab mlukis mmg fail..anyaman ke origami tu ok la kot..lgpn year 1 main2 je..permainan kecil ok la..hmm tp mls nk kena tkr bj pj la..pape pn skol 2 ok je..yg x ok sgt umh sb byk bnda nk tmbh brg huhu tp budget x cukp..kena tggu gj waa lmbt gle lg..hmm mampu bsabar je..tp rs2 duk sna kurus la skit kot..hehe ye ke??siang kt skol je mkn..mlm2 sure x dah..kalo rjin msk la ns grg dlm rice cooker..kalo mls jwbnye mkn la roti or megi je huhu kdi ade tp tah cm xbselera..cm tkt pn ye gk nk mkn huhu mmg tiap2 mgu xsabar tggu wiken je la..harap mampu la btahan ye...

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with."

hmm a bit agreed with the words..cm org ckp kalo jdh x kemana kn..hmm so i stick with that words la 4 this time being..huhu juz give time, a time ;p